I thought too much

2011-01-08T15:56:00.002+08:00

Time flies, yet the memories of you still circulating within my mind.

I thought I can stop myself from loving you, thinking of you, but I was wrong.

Somebody ever said that if you truly love someone, you'll spend a moment thinking of him/her right before you end your day. Right, you're still the one I think of before I sleep.

"My mind is telling me this and my heart is telling me there."

2010-04-25T17:13:00.002+08:00

I had a dream of you last night

it was a beautiful dream

just you and me

and

nobody else

it's dream i wouldn't want to get awaken for

and wishes it will last forever

Afterall a dream is still a dream

I woke up

and i remember every single thing about it

I didn't want to

because

Some one ever mentioned that

"Dreams that you will remembered, will never happen in actual life"

I wanted to forget it

But I can't

The more I want to forget it

the more the dreams is clearer in my mind

I admitted

I can't forget you

in fact

I wouldn't want to

I know it might sounded silly

without any contacts

without any conversation

My heart still races to it maximum

whenever i think of you

2010-02-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

"Never take someone for granted.

Hold the correct person close to your heart

because your might wake up one day

and realize that you've lost a diamond

while you were too busy collecting stones."

'Trying to forget someone you love

is like trying to remember someone

you never met."

"The worst thing of love

is you trying to confess your love to the one you love,

but u worry of his/her rejection,

so in the end

u just sit quietly there and gaze at that person,

unitl she/he realizes that

you had falling in love with them."

2009-12-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

"In a sentence of love,

oftentimes you have to put a period on something

that has to end and not just settle on a comma.

In time,

you will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase

that's completely hanging

and

doesn't even make any sense."

2009-11-20T12:16:00.001+08:00

Alright,

I'm scared.

Can someone save me please?

Or perhaps,

I thought too much?

-_-?

2009-08-10T18:46:00.002+08:00

Ignorance makes one hurts.

It's just like the wind..

Come and go..

It will never stay there..

For the very first time,

one asked,

"Am I ready?"

2009-07-05T18:36:00.002+08:00

What's going through my mind?

What's going through yours?

What's going through our minds?

Not sure..

No answers..

Can't confirm..

To all beautiful angels out there..

please show me some guidance.

I need it desparately.

2009-06-21T16:16:00.002+08:00

Things are reali unpredictable.

you dunno what might happen the next moment.

so people..

treasure life.

it's vulnerable.

Ah Pin Kor Kor..

You did us proud.

Rest in peace

='(

2009-06-09T02:33:00.002+08:00

GOODBYE REAL WORLD

In a few hours time,

I'll be off to Home Team Academy.

Beginning of a long and challenging journey.

It's gonna be 6 months of physical and mental training.

I'm so gonna miss my hair.

The outside food and drink!

Chomp chomp beancurd,

chocolate milk tea with double pudding.

etc.. etc.. etc..

To all friends,

Please kindly take good care of yourselves.

To ChunSiang and ChuanYuan,

All the best for your enlistment this coming friday!

To Guangyao and Norton,

Enjoy while you can.. =)

To Weiting,

all the best for your Uni stuff!

To Rechel,

Take care and enjoy life back at ur fav workplace!

To Eric,

Please recover soon and hope to see you strong and fit soon!

Goodbye everyone!

LOVELOVE!

2009-06-05T00:28:00.002+08:00

UPDATES

Sorry to all for the lack of updates.

was rather busy working for the past few weeks.

Asian Youth Games and AVA.

Finally, all the jobs are done and i can enjoy myself before appointment date.

talking abt appointment date,

it's actually a so call "enlistment date" for my police career.

Yes! CAREER!

MINDEF have disrupted me from NS,

allowing me to sign on as a police officer.

In another words,

I'm gonna be a police officer for the next 5 years.

9th June 2009

wish me all the best!

Say "bye bye" to poly life.

3 year just passed in a blink of an eye

officially graduated from TP Engineering on 20th May 09.

GPA??

Don't mention it la.. if it's high, of cos i'll post it here.

So readers, make ur own guesses lah.

My 21st birthday,

held at pasir ris costa sand.

the best birthday celebration so far.

flying cakes, swimming pools, surprises,

etc..

I'll nv forget my 21st birthday..

Thanks everyone who came..

you guys will remain in my heart forever.

For photos, please kindly visit my facebook.

cos blogger doesnt allow me to upload photo

as fast as facebook!

2009-04-09T02:00:00.004+08:00

Hi World

its been really awhile since i last updated. well.. not that im busy with my life but purely because of plain laziness. haha.. anyway.. shall write everything that happen for the last couple of weeks.

Melvin's Enlistment

Hoo.. i bet almost everybody in the group are suffering under the "Post Melvin's Enlistment Sickness" you can call it "PMES". Hahaha.. Obviously we missed him so much.. =) The one and only womanizerorganiser) that the group recognised man.. Now everybody should have clearly understand this saying; "People tend to only truely treasure things when they lost it.". Nobody to ask us out for dinner, swimming session, tanning session, badminton session, good food session, jogging session and etc..

His very first booked out was like someone birthday party lah.. everybody wanted to see him.. =) and we even decided to have his favourite fast food "Popeye" together.. Anyway, i guessed NS isn't a thing that singaporean boys can escape la.. It just that, "Oh! it's mel's turn now" hahaha.. Sooner or later everyone will be serving the nation liao lo.. =) I know its kind of late to post it here, but then, better than nothing la.. hahahas.. "ALL THE BEST MY BRO!!!" Ok.. Im getting emo now.. this shows how important melvin is to me lah.. =( Nevertheless, hope he's doing fine right now.. We shall meet up soon man! =)

Police Interview

Hmm.. Like.. FINALLY! Haha.. I was shortlisted by Singapore Police Force for an interview and physical assessment couple of weeks back at Police HQ. So during the physical assessment part.. I was damn shocked lah.. haha.. didn't expect to have a full body check up by the officers there la.. =D hahaha.. I jokingly told a guy beside me who look pretty stunned like me that; "Was it kind of a scam?" hahaha.. So.. good news is.. Im physically alright for the post of a PO, bad news? I was ALMOST full naked during the check la. =D hahahas..

The interview was kind of like relaxing la.. Its totally different from all those interviews that i went before. Im like chatting with 3 SI like friends man. =D Okay.. so there was this qns asked by an male officer; "Which department would you like to be in if you're chosen to be a PO?" Without second thoughts, "CID, Sir." then i continued with telling them how interested i was in crime investigating and etc.. then this female officer told me that being a CID officer wasn't resemble those on tv dramas or movies. She carried on telling me that sometimes, an officer has to be called back even though they are on leave or watching movie with girlfriend. Then, the next question was a question i never thought they will ask even though my career communication tutor told me some empolyer do ask sensitive qns.. "Do you have a girlfriend right now?" =D hahaha.. Seriously, when my tutor told me that.. i thought he was bullshiting la.. who the hell will ask such qns during interviews? Now i understand what my tutot meant. =)

So.. Right now is just wait and wait and more waiting.. Hopefully I will be selected and be able to pursue my dream as a PO. First step towards it has already completed. =D *PRAY*

21st Birthday

So far.. i've attended five 21st birthday party le. Ashley, Bren, Mel, Sophia and Caleb. More to come man.. next will be guangyao and raymond bah. Hahaha.. see.. this is what happen when most of your friends are the same age as you.. HAHAHA=D Everybody de party got its own funny happening la.. most memorable ones will be melvin and sophia de loh. not that the rest was boring ah.. it's definitely fun.. but the both of them de were even funnier la. Mel's birthday funny thing will be his extra large key la. Previously, bren's mum bought him a golden key necklace for him during this party. Apparently mel's mum didn't. So chunsiang thought of something when we saw melvin's birthday cake. There was a pretty huge plastic key on top of the cake for deco. so, chunsiang went to find string then attached it with the key, ask mel's parents to put it on mel. hahahas.. damn funny lah!

Sophia birthday lei.. hahaa.. suspender! Honestly, i didnt know that thing was called a suspender till she told ask it will be the theme for her birthday party. I even went to google it.. hahaha.. =D so on the actual day, our group only me, rechel, norton and tingyu followed the theme only.. the rest not sporting one loh.. hahaa.. Even though it was raining on that day, i believed everyone has enjoyed themselves la.. snapping photos and gossiping.. =) Sincerely hope all the 21yrs old man and woman like their present lah.. Hahaha=D

Thoughts

Recently, there were so many stuff that goes through my mind la. Been thinking about amny things.. you know.. holiday slacker has so much free time, of cos things tend to just come to your mind.. isn't it? Some1 told me that, "Hua bu yao shuo de tai zao" meaning.. "dun say words too early" another meaning for it would be "never be too sure of things". this few words like repeatedly run through my mind for quite a few days lah.. even now when im blogging.. i still can go think about it man.. hahaha.. dun you think this sentence really damn meaningful?

take for example, when some1 broke up with their bf/gf, the one who was being dumped, will always say this very common sentence; "I will wait for you.." In the end, guess what? they eventually found another lover. hahaha.. I cant deny that i wasn't this kind of person la.. that's why it makes me thinking over and over again.. why in the first place i would say something like dat..? maybe a way to console myself? or purely to deceive myself? who knows man!? haha=D

Not only that.. there are tons of examples, like in the past, u always think you will not fall for this particular person.. but who knows what will happen in the future? who knows that particular person will ended up being your husband/wife? Another one could be.. for those road user, one powerful sentence that they will use is "I very safe one" hahaha.. next time when you're able to say this.. think! never be too sure man.. you're safe doesnt mean others are. =) Well.. after all this thinkings, i've finally come out with a conclusion, that is; "dun anyhow make promises!" Hahaha..=D

Alright.. there are some stuff that myself couldnt even explain it.. therefore, i will not tok about it here.. till i manage to put it in words and sentences, when i tell rechel(she must be the first to know.. i promised.. hahaha..), then i tell u ppl. For the moment, i can only use what chunsiang previously said to me.. "the heart wanted to do it but the mind asked it not to." =)

2009-03-26T04:32:00.001+08:00

好朋友

小学时期
你和我就是很好的朋友
都一起玩耍一起被骂
从那刻起
我就珍惜着
这独特的一段友情

中学时期
你我分散了我们各走各
需要开始认识新朋友
有点不舍
好想回到过去
当是我们总要长大

幸好我们都会彼此想念对方
才会偶尔约好出来见见面
我们都不会忘每一年的生日
若有一天我们都老了
还会这样吗

十年多的好朋友
时间过得还真快
你我都没什么变
暗地里关心彼此
十年多的好朋友
你曾伤心流泪过
是否对生活烦恼
想找人分享喜悦

我会在这里等着
等着你告诉我
让这一段
美好友谊永远继续着
*Recompose of Show Luo’s “Ai Zhuan Jiao”*

Specially dedicated to JUNE HO

2009-03-01T18:24:00.005+08:00

Long since i updated..

it's raining heavily outside,

nothing to do,

therefore,

decided to do an entry.

many things had happened,

in just a blink of an eye,

time really flies..

things that happened:

1) Just finished my last sem exam

2) failed my napfa test

3) gotten PES A for medical status

4) and gotten my things cleared up

right now..

hav to wait for exams result.

if pass, graduate lo.

if fail, tk supp paper.
if supp paper also fail..

one more sem for me..

hahahas..

I just hope everything end one shot la.

oh yah.. some old photos.

didn't update them cos i just gotten it.

enjoy..

2009-01-11T02:43:00.001+08:00

默默的天使

从开始到现在
一直都只有我
默默的等着你
不关有多煎熬
不关有多漫长
我都坚持爱你

路过第一次约会的地方
泪然开始从眼眶里流出
我的心有种说不出的痛
有错的人并不是你或我
只能都错怪在那爱神上

想知道你的心在想什么
想知道你在担心些什么
我不相信我们不能挽救
被剪断了的那一条红线
但你却宁愿把它给放弃

在你决定离开后
我的那一片天空
却只有阴没有晴
没有别人将能够
取代你在我心上

让我默默守护着你成为你的专属天使

2009-01-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

三年前

三年前的今天
我的心已深深的爱上她
她美丽的脸孔
无时无刻在脑海里出现
期待着能够见到她的身影
但却被无数的阻碍给毁灭

三年后的今天
我的心还依然的爱着她
文静美丽的她
从没离开过我憔悴的心
早说好的幸福并没有实现
她变成了风决定离我而去

不要对我在说道歉
因道歉只会让眼泪
不停的往脸颊流下
唯一希望她会遇到
有能够不顾一切的
给于她幸福的情人
如果她能永远开心
我情愿渐渐被忘记

不要为我感到惭愧
我从没后悔爱上你
怪只能怪罪于上天
让我们相遇却无法相爱
答应我你会开心

我会依然守护着

2009-01-02T14:36:00.008+08:00

Can see spiderwebs accumulating around here
Anyway,

Happy New Year to everyone that I know.

Oh yah.. Merry Christmas too!
Hahaha=D

I know I didn't update much due to laziness.
Share began with my new year resolutions.

I'm a greedy person

So,

one is never enough.

1. World Peace (No more Mumbai attacks, etc.. )

2. Get my class2A bike soon (Oh yah! did i mentioned I passed my 2A?)
3. Faster obtain my diploma (Please no supp-paper =D)

Okie.. I can only come out with three of them first.

Some of them were last year's resolution

Just include them this year too man!

Okie, many things happened last few months.

I finally passed my Class2A on 23 Dec

After a month and 3 weeks of waiting

16 demerit points

Hahahahas=D

During the two weeks holiday

it's like I spend most of it exercising la!

Badminton, bowling, swimming, jogging, cycling

seems like im ready for physical fitness test liao?

SERIOUSLY NO!

Hahahas..

Ubin trip with the clique

Sad thing we didn't get to see the wild pig

But i believe everyone enjoyed themselves bah!

Went to Kokjing's POP

Seriously, I hate going to tekong lah!

That ferry just gonna kill me everytime i take it.

Anyway! 3 cheers for private chow man!

A rather "roaring" display from his Training School 1 recuits!

And of cos, let's wish private chow will successfully complete the OCS.

JIA YOU!
Christmas Eve was celebrated at Siang hse

At the same time, an advanced birthday too.

This year celebration was the best one so far.

Games, steamboat, "sextan clause"

I takes my hat off you(chunsiang) man!

He was so daring to dress up "Sextan Clause"

Ya.. it's "Sextan Clause"

AKA, Sexiest Santa Clause!

To end today's entry

Here's one fav photo i took during Christmas eve

Enjoy!

2008-12-10T10:56:00.004+08:00

BACK TO HISTORY

Mum showed me some photo albums..

Frankly speaking..

it's damn funny lah!

my dad and mum was like so young and energetic loh!

and my dad actually dressed like a loan shark at his 21st birthday!

here's some of the photo taking through camera phone.

Some very blur la.. =D

Mum & Dad at their twenties

My Sisters & me!

Ohhhh.. that specs was indeed disgusting!

Mum in her wedding dress =)

Can't imagine my dad wear that hat now. -_-!

Me in townsville uniform!

Younger sister de birthday

Who is Stamford Raffles?

wah! Bro bro sia!

Mum at her 21st birthday! So many gifts lah!

2008-12-04T23:01:00.004+08:00

CRYCRYCRY!

Had this serious toothache early in the morning

Lecture wasn't much listened due to that stupid toothache.

Decided to visit the dentist!!!

MY GOD!

Have I ever mention that I hate dentist!!!???

I guess I wasn't left with any choices

Took a cab straight down to plaza dental clinic

To my surprise..

the dentist told me i have to remove two teeth.

One of them is the wisdom tooth, which is located right at the upper back.

And the second one is actually the one causing the pain, located next to the wisdom tooth.

PAIN!!!!

What's even worst is that the dentist told me that there's another wisdom tooth on the other side.

and, its just a matter of time the same problem occur.

Which means..

I have to get it removed in two weeks time!

HOLY SHIT!

I hate toothache!

I'm serious!

Its really painful.. ='(

2008-12-03T17:08:00.001+08:00

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results

Warmth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Intellect	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Liveliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Social Assertiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Abstractness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Introversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Independence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Tension	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

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2008-12-02T00:28:00.001+08:00

2008-12-01T13:59:00.002+08:00

我还想她

泪水将我淹没

到底谁该难过

究竟是谁放掉这段感情

我才终于明白

办不到的承诺

就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱

她笑着难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

狠了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白

办不到的承诺就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她

笑着难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣

扎狠了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱我不痛我不懂

我的心早已掏空

真心话言不由衷

请告诉她我不爱她

笑着难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

狠了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她我还想她

就让沉默代替所有回答

2008-11-26T16:18:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging *happy*

which means my laptop was fixed! =)

However, things doesnt just go the way u wanted it to be..

now that my laptop was fine, my moderm spoiled -_-!

What the hell man.. damn unlucky sia..

Bought this USB moderm from starhub.. =)

Nice recommendation from mel, cos i seriously can live without internet!

Anyway,

today was my major project judging day..

finally it all ended already.. *hopefully

Please visit my project blog, your comments are greatly appreciated.

http://3d-character.blogspot.com

About 2 weeks of bus days already,

everything is fine except earlier mornings..

Bus 27 drivers are all slow drive man..

I know there always a saying,

"Slow driver, live longer"

But hor.. some time can increase speed abit one mah..

damn that bus captain who took me almost an hr from tampines to sengkang.

hahahhahaa=D

Happy Birthday to Rechel, Valerie and Kelvin

the 24th Nov babies.. hahahaha=D

Hope you like your present Rech! >.<

Seriously,

I was very shy when building the bear from "Build-A-Bear" store.

Nice experience though..

I'll nv forget the sale assistant asked me to kiss the heart for the bear.

Oh my god! =O

Hmmm.. it's raining right now and i'm getting emo..

on rech's birthday party,

was questioned by weiting.

tons of question..

But,

I'll definitely not regretting what I've answered.

you'll be my witness.. weiting! =)

I'm just gonna wait and wait and wait.

Till the day..

I'm with her..

or..

when she personally rejects me.

I'm fine..

still bearable..

I'm not demanding for anything..

I just need an answer that's all.

= )

一直等一个人，等了很久

这一场独角戏，是很寂寞

春夕秋冬我的窗口只有风经过

爱多深有多深我也不懂

你走后我的心变得脆弱

听一首歌也觉得痛当我谁也没说

右边的座位右边的枕头

都已经空了那么久

为你守候那是因为

我已经看透

没有你的爱

整个我只是一半

不哭了不笑了

为谁努力我也不明白

没有人能取代

一个人的另一半

我固执的等待

等风在把你带回来

2008-11-17T12:48:00.004+08:00

GOODBYE MY LOVE!

Bid goodbye to my lovely SP.

Seriously, I'm kind of sad and unwillilng to sell it.

Passing e new owner the keys,

Witnessed him rode e bike off..

my god..

for a moment, i actually feel like crying la.

Can feel that the bike dun wan to go lei.

Maybe i'm too sensitive or sth la..

Anyway,

thanks for bringing me round my "buddy"

hope that the new owner will take good care of you la.

And,

Hope to see you in good condition next time on road.

For now, I'll just take the public buses to school and etc..

Actually,

Long bus ride and with music on,

was kind of cool and relax thing to do.

23 December 2008

Faster come please!

2008-11-13T15:01:00.002+08:00

my laptop's down

wont be able to come online so often till i get it fixed!

here's a quick and short post.

im selling my bike, interested parties pls contact me! =D

went to kallang KFC, West Coast Mac and Home in a single night.

mahjong-ing with my family for quite a few days.

Finally p-plate off!

im already waiting for my class 2A traffic police test le. 23 Dec 08

Faster come please!!!

i rode spec1 and spec3, rvf and cbr.. R1 was realli something that night.. ;p

Happy 21st brithday to weikiat ^^

Happy 19th birthday to weekiat^^

Happy 19th birthday to huiqi^^

will be back soon.

Take care ppl.

2008-10-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2008-10-23T22:23:00.004+08:00

Well well well..

Im really bored right now..

So..

Here are some funny pictures to entertain myself.

you can gve it a try at:

www.photofunia.com

Enjoy!

Hey lady! dun worry, business will be good with my face outside!

"Im looking for my wife.." my ass~

FCUK ad on the busy new york street??

Sorry david~ My picture is way to nice till ur wife have to keep holding it! =D

Hey dude! Be careful with my giant poster!

Are you kidding?? Paris hilton with my latest album?

Whao.. Is that a naked me on the big screen??

Shhhh.. there are guests viewing my emo picture. HAHAHA!

Hey kid! Dun ignore my picture there!! U missed three of those! Damn it!

"Stay still and dun move.."

How often u get to be on this old tv -_-!

How about my poster on SMRT Station??

Mona Steven?

Who the hell is luke the sky walker? Steven the sky runner is here! Get out of my way!!!

Captain steven leading the way!! Where's the treasure anyway??

Vote for me! Vote for me! Vote for me!

OMG!! Oscar and I on newspaper?? Straits Times or Newpaper??

2008-10-20T22:22:00.007+08:00

School was great the first day. =)

Seeing friends and classmates once again,

definitely feels good =)

Only thing bad was the time..

9am-6pm

Luckily it's my only longest day!

Thks to yichin, now my phone go

*BLING BLING BLING*

Met gy and cy for jalan kayu-ing at dinner time.

Went loyang for some praying.

I seriosuly need a good luck strike now.

PLEASE!!!

Some overdue photos,

enjoy!

@ AVA

Wondering who is the man behind that mascot??

TADAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

@ Sentosa

@Chuanyuan's Birthday

@ Norton's Birthday

Recognise that watch? it's mine! AHAHAHAHAHA!

Will update soon.. stay tuned!

能不能给我一首歌的时间紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远?

2008-10-08T04:21:00.005+08:00

Hi world, this gonna be yet another wordy entry! Mainly because the pictures are all not with me. I will upload it as soon as possible. So.. stay tuned okie?? Anyway.. here’s what happened during my hectic holidays! Hahahahas..

F1

I’m so glad I was part of history in Singapore first F1 night race. Five days of long hours working plus little time of rest, caused my eyesbag to grew heavier and heavier. Hahahas.. Anyway, I shall look on the bright side man.. the money was damn power lah.. this was my third highest pay since starhub and RBS. Total, I earned about a thousand plus, including the packing of gift bags and the actual day itself. Hahaas.. great experience man.. and seriously, the cars are reali loud.. initially I thought it will be fine without the earplugs, but I was wrong.. =p I almost got my eardrum blasted off when the cars drove past. Hahahas=D

Coke zero!

Done several coke zero roadshow recently. At raffles place, downtown east and jurong point. Seriously, different places has different kind of people.. raffles place was quite a peaceful crowd.. where mostly are working adults.. they probably doesn’t wan to throw their face for taking freebies. HAHAHAHA=D downtown east leh.. u got mixture of aunties and young teenagers. Nothing much until the last batch of the coke came, oh my god.. in a spit second, everything just gone in the thin air! Hahahas.. Jurong point was the worst one! We got foreign talents there and they are reali a bunch of funny people.. weijie was the funniest among us.. shaking the coke and open it in front of all the bangala.. hahahas.. though it was a tiring day, but still a enjoyable one. =D this week roadshow will be held at tampines interchange. Anyone want coke zero can come take from me.. I can give u a carton! Hahahahas=D

Bike!

I was super frustrated! My bike was being disturbed by some jerks at my carpark. I didn’t create any troubles with anyone.. I dunno why he wanted to do such lousy thing. He or they, hit my fuel tank and now there ares holes everywhere. Wth! How am I gonna sell it man!? He or they, even took off my footrest rubber that I bought recently.. wth is this..? I think im gonna visit my area’s MP for some discuss man! This cant go on forever.. I hav veri strong urge to capture the man behind the back! -_- damn it!

The leaf fall is because of the wind blow or is it because the tree never ask the leaf to stay?

Sometime, being far distant makes the heart grows even closer.

2008-09-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

-TYC; thanks hor.. win my money?? the three of u bluff my money loh.. especially mabel! treat me eat kFc.. yuan lai got motive one.. hahahahahas..=D

-LHQ; yayaya.. i have you all la hor.. have you all to win my mahjong money jiu you arh! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! =D

-TYC; dun bluff lah! you sure will win with 1tai again one! I know you well! -_-!

-zell; i have already did! or MAYBE i did la.. anyway.. thanks! =D

-priscilla; the thing is.. the moment i wanted to tok about it.. the word seems to be stuck inside my throat la.. HAHAHA!!

-priscilla; i guess i have to do it that way bah! =) thanks!

2008-09-16T23:51:00.005+08:00

Hi world.. thks for the patience.. here's my update.. hahahahas.. =D anyway.. it's been pretty busy these few days. =( Work, sick, and plenty of eventful stuff. Shall take my time to blog every single one of it. =)

One by one.. my frens around me went for enlistment le. Hahas.. ytd was kJ's turn. Poor kJ -_- gonna suffer for this 3 torturing months. Met up with mel and i-chieh to acc kJ to pulau tekong. Guess what.. i seriously tink the training centre dere was pretty awesome! =D hahahas.. ten times better than Npcc campsite which was sited at palau ubin. =D anyway, kJ was pretty well prepared, went for a hair cut right before his enlistment day. and thank god.. im with 3 botaks when we boarded the bus to changi ferry terminal. -_-!

Visited the bunks they sleep in, the gym they use, the place they draw their weapons and etc.. Went all the way back to the auditorium for kJ's oath taking ceremony.. well.. quite impressed with they strong vocal from his platoon ppl la.. hahahas.. =D Food tasting was next and there he goes.. our man to be.. Let's hope he will do fine inside tekong bah!

Picture wasn't much cos we dunno whether can take pictures or not.

After kJ's enlistment, mel and I went to town for some shopping! and finally! i can shop something for myself! =D hahahas.. Went to far east and bought myself a shirt. after buying, when we are on our way to CK tangs, suddenly have the urge to change my shirt. =D guess what! i steadily changed it down and mel does exactly the same thing when he buy himself an adidas t-shirt and a pair of converse shoe.. HAHAHAHA!! I know it was rather random.. =)

Met up with bren, calyn and Cy for sake sushi @ parkmall.. i think i seriously need to make myself a pair of new specs.. i think mel's one is damn cool la.. that's y kept playing with it.. ahahahhaas..

Okie.. it's getting late! Im gonna go slp le... tmr still need to work.. stay tuned! i'll update tml again.. =D gdnite world!

2008-09-02T21:05:00.005+08:00

EMO! EMO! EMO! EMO!

Here it goes again.. thanks to yichin and huiqi for engaging in such a nice topic after our mahjong session where i lost around $20+.

Must be wondering what topic they talking about rite.. well.. BGR -_- they asked me whether did i thought of giving up and pursue a new one.

They said exactly the same thing like what chuanyuan and guangyao said another day.. coincidence.. hahaha..

they kept psycho-ing me that i can easily forget her and find a new one. they even gave me tons of ways to do it.

Well, what can i said? All i can said is.. it's always easy say than doing..

I appreciates their concern.. =)

thanks girls!

i was asked; "when will u give up?" i will give up when i finally get to hear from her personally that she dun hav abit of feelings 4 me at all. that will eventually kill me off then.. -_-

they are telling me that i shouldnt waste anymore time. it's been 2 year plus.. and, i still cannot change the fact that we are still not together.

ppl are telling me that she looks like she doesn't care at all.

and ppl are telling me that another girl seems nicer to me and i should treasure this opportunities.

I wanted to ask her..

"is it the end for us?"

because it seems like she is avoiding me.. she didnt reply my msg since last wed and i didnt see her online at all.

am i being too sensitive?

i dunno..

i just know that..

i heard something..

i heard my heart has broken into pieces once again..

i heard my heart crying..

crying to me, saying that they couldnt take it anymore..

saying that they need someone to care and love them..

can someone pls guide me..

give me the best possible situation..

i seriously needed help..

save me..

2008-09-01T05:37:00.002+08:00

Am I Not Good Enough For You?

Has been thinking pretty much lately.. I was wondering.. does she even give a damn about me? I thought we promised to work towards it.. But i think im the only one willingly to work towards it.. she ain't giving it a try..

the care and concern i used to feel from her.. has gone long ago. all i needed is just these two things, isn't very difficult? I definitely think im not trying to be selfish or greedy la.. It's the promise that we made that kept me thinking that i should at least get the care and concern from you.

I tired my best to do so.. but arent she suppose to treat me likewise? I know love is not about equal treatment.. i know i shouldn't compare.. but.. not even a caring act from her at all.. NONE! I think i at least deserve sth from her.. -_- Im always thinking.. thinking dat it's alright.. perhaps you are busy with your school work and you doesnt have the time to bother about me. i can understand.. that's y im always there for you even though i didnt get the almost same treatment from you. But, why itzit that you still dun give a damn about me when you've finally free yourselves from school work?

am i not good enough for you?

please guide me.. ='(

2008-08-27T08:03:00.005+08:00

Hey folks! Want to know how I look liked in the past?

get ready..

HAHAHAHAHAH!!! Itzit it funny!!!??? God damn it!!! I laughed till i cried when i saw the pic itself! =D freaking funny lah!! Hahahas.. So, what are u waiting for?? visit www.yearbookyourself.com

Enjoy and have fun playing!! =D

2008-08-24T19:38:00.006+08:00

Hi world!!! back to my blogging again.. well.. many things happened, that's y im here again to blog. hahahas.. school.. coming to an end soon.. this coming week will be the last week of MP/SIP le.. Finally.. my long awaiting holidays are here.. =) Gonna go all out this week, finish everything once and for all.. i dun wanna come back during the holidays to continue the work. =( Anyway.. has been riding in the rain for quite a few days le.. now.. feeling pretty giddy and sick la.. got the feeling that im gonna go visit a doctor le.. ='( Guan yin ma arh.. please ask the whoever god that is controlling the weather to give us a fine weather please.. =D

Trust me! the photo is real! Few days back, this particular cuba man gave a head kick to the referee when given a disqualification during he's bronze medal match. Of cos, he got his punishment of being banned for life from the World Taekwondo Federation. Now he muz be sitting at home regretting what he actually do lah.. =D

MEET OUR HEROS!!! Finally after 48years of waiting.. Our table tennis team finally won the silver medal during this year olympics! Well.. Singaporean are just human beings dat eat full but nothing to shit out.. so, when finally they won something, their identity come into question. "They are borned in China" Come on guys.. what the matter with them being borned in China..? They came here to singapore at a very young age okay.. it's our ground that they started training for team singapore. it's our local association that bring in coaches to train them.. I believe the ping pong balls they use for training also buy in Singapore de lah! Hahahas.. So.. Im proud of them! Dun complain so much.. -_- And let's celebrate their victory!! =D

After my beloved samsung U700 died ='( This is the one i wanna get for myself.. =) Well.. from far you may thought it's Apple iPhone, can say their looks pretty much the same hor. Hahahas.. anyway.. gonna earn money to get myself this phone.. Or is there any kind soul willing to get me this pretty phone?? I will definitely love you to the max if u buy for me.. Hahahas.. Alright.. Im dreaming.. -_-!!

Got to watch this new taiwan drama recently. Well.. even though it's e second basketball drama from those taiwan cast, i tink this one is totally different from the previous MVP Valentine. Something similar to Kungfu Dunk where you can see the players jumping in unbelievable heights, as well as shooting the ball into the basket in freaking far distance.. =) what reali interesting abt the show wasnt abt how thy do their dunks and etc.. instead, it's e growing up from a nobody to a great basketballer. Of cos, love life will definitely play apart in taiwan drama.. that was also a plus point i can say. Hahahas..=D

2008-08-13T13:54:00.007+08:00

Speech Day

Finally.. it's over.. =) Im so relieved that the whole parade went on smoothly without much problems. Sincerely thanks everyone involved. Your contribution was greatly appreciated by me. Hahas=D *thumbs up for pengsiong!! Being the parade commander for such a great event wasn't an easy task. But i believe i've chosen the right person to deliever the job.. and obviously it pays off. =)

During trainings..

Actual Day.. 080808..

Special thanks to my group of CIs, Weikang, Ain, Daniel and of cos patrick.. =) Not forgetting all the teachers that assisted me in conducting the trainings and rehearsals. =) Let's not put this a stop man, im looking forward to the next big thing once again. =)

Video taken during parade.. Sorry for the bad quality.. it's not from me.. =) Hahahas..

Part1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4sRFaAKfv2U&feature=related

Part2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=btI4O67E3e0&NR=1

As time changes..

Well.. i shall continued the sentence, "As time changes, human being changes". Why did I said that? Cos recently too many unpleasant stuff happened to me. Too unplesant!! =( People just changed to a complete different person from before. And the way they treated you are like an owner treating their dogs. If you're lucky enough, sometimes, u get good owner.. Even dogs enjoy better treatment den I do.

Why am I so disappointed about it?? It's simple!! Imagine.. When they need you the most, you gave everything you could to be there for them. And they can say how appreciative they are for what you have done. And in a few weeks time, they think that talking to you was a waste of time.. forgetting that you once pull them up from hell back to heaven. Isn't it disappointing??

It's like treating me as some goods or what.. when they needed you, they find you. And when they need not, they dump you faraway. Did they even spare a thought for you?? I doubt so.. From that day onwards, I told myself.. I will never ever be some KPO people that help u through your difficulties anymore. What's more, you have plenty of ppl for you to dump.. Without me.. it doesn't make any difference. My care and concern are for those who really needed it.. not for you to play with it..

Selfishness.

Not just sudden change of attitude, selfishness was another issue. Why are people taking things for granted? I know it's important to think for yourselves. But, it is possible that you people spare a little thought for others. -_-? Im not finger pointing anyone.. Cos if i really have to do so, I might need more than ten fingers to do so. -_-

Everyday, you see people cutting queue for buses, rushing to get the only seat in the bus, forgetting that there surely got others needed it more than you do. Gaining the advantages even though you had already gained so many, forgetting that others might needed it more desparately than you do.. etc.. It's not that im trying to act like im some god damn good boy that nv be selfish .. i do! but only to an extent.. even sometime thinking whether it will hurt others or not.

Close friends should know, I wasn't the selfish and stingy type of guy.. That's why i hate it to the max that people are behaving that way.. Time to grow up and be a thinking adult man..

Rah-Rah

My god.. couldnt believe that most of today's post was all scolding peoples.. Readers, please dun think that Im backstabbing some of the unpleasant people. Names are not mention not because Im afraid of anything, it's just that, these name uneven right to be written on my blog lah.

If i were to blog on toilet paper or something, maybe I can still think whether to write their names on it.. HAHAHAHAHHA=D One more thing.. Please dun be so sensitive arh.. You might not be the person Im talking about.. So, dun felt offended.. I believe those who think that they didn't do anything wrong.. will agree to what i've said earlier on.. Those who are offended are the people that Im toking about.. Hahahas.. K lah.. not gonna tok much le.. Projecting..

Have a nice day everyone.. take lots of care!

Please dun rain again..

Back ache..

Feeling unwell..

2008-07-29T00:45:00.009+08:00

UPDATES!!!!!!!

Okok!! people are getting angry when i didn't update my blog. Hahahas.. well.. i was pretty busy working during the weekends la.. hope you guys understand. Nevertheless, will try my veri best to update asap okie ^^

Work has been fun and enjoyable!!! Oscar's back!!!! Hahahas.. It's was the food safety otter that bring us back to days working together again. Hahahas.. Well.. shall let the pictures do the toking.. Anyway, this coming weekend, my turn to be the mascot! =D

Shall update my photos taken during work! =)

Okie.. was playing Latif's VAIO laptop that day. The webcam was super fun can. Ten times better than mine lah.. Hahahas.. We took so much photos with it.. Family portrait, special frames, malay wedding.. etc.. hahahas.. =D

Went for dinner with mel, siang, roxann & calyn. Hahahas.. It was my first time.. having dinner with calyn when brendan isn't around. toking abt brendan.. that poor little "Rain" shld be at tekong now serving his NS bah.. Met him last sat to catch dark knight.. Damn fit now lah.. Keep up the good work boy!! Soon u will be a man.. Same goes to i-chieh okie.. ^^

Okie.. going back sch tml liao.. gonna go slp soon.. so.. i'll just upload all the photos taken recently.. take care guys!!! Shall upload CY's birthday once i get it from mel. Nortty birthday coming!!

@BUTTER FACTORY

@ SCHOOL

"They thought, they saw, they thought, they saw, God~"
"Red lorry, yellow lorry, Red lorry, yellow lorry, Red lorry, yellow lorry, lorry~"

2008-07-17T20:33:00.002+08:00

Well.. plan A failed, but plan B works! =)

Finally.. the long waiting date was here last tuesday. It was her 18th birthday. =) We went out to celebrate her birthday in the evening. Let's listen to what's my plan A was all about. Initially, planned to buy and deliever flowers to her personally during her lesson time. Hahas! Well.. In the end, changed the plan due to some reasons.. =p Hahas.. anyway.. I made breakfast for her. Simple chesse and ham sandwich, scrambled egg and sausage. it's was so funny that i forgot to buy butter for the sandwich la.. Hahahas.. I woke up 5.30am in the morning.. began with the scrambled egg.. Hahas.. The first try was totally horibble.. a yellowish egg can become a charcoal-liked egg under the cooking skills of mine. =D Hahahas.. Well.. the second try eventually was the one she ate.. I think it seems okie. =D after breakfast was prepared, rided over to her hse there to park and surprised her by going sch with her. =) And happily forgotten to put parking coupons as time was running out. Fortunately, i escaped with zero summons. *HAPPY.

Journey to sch was the most happiest ever. we simply just couldn't stop chatting, maybe because we rarely meet up for chit-chat session like this one. =D Both of us reached school on time and we said goodbye to one another. How i wish days like this can continue forever, even if it means i cant ride my bike. =)

Immediately after clocked-in, went over to TM to get all the stuff needed. I know it's a bit last minute. Hahahas=D Bought her a simple necklace, hope she will likes it. =) And mini bear bouquet for her also. Was rather worried that i couldn't find the other two stuff. Searched quite some places but still couldn't find it. No choice but to bet on the only place that possibly sell all this stuff. So we went back to school and head towards the coffeeshop near my school dere. Thank goodness, the shop i was betting on did sell the stuff i wanted. it was just lightsticks and sparkles.

Back to sch, planned to display what words with the candle i bought from Ikea the day before. *Brain juice squeezing out!! anyway, finally decided to display a heart shape for her with present and birthday cake inside the surrounding candle. And also, candles will be lighted up around a hut near her place, plus lightstick displaying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" with the accompany of spankles. =D everything seems so well planned.. Hahahaas..

Time seems to click pretty slow that day.. probably because i keep looking at the watch. Waiting for school to end. =) Soon, when the time was here, i was so freaking happy lah.. And i surprised her yet again by requeating kayson to help me deliever the mini bouquet to her. HAHAHA!!! It's was so freaking funny lah.. anyway, thanks a million, kayson. ^^

Headed on to white sand to have out dinner. We ordered Earthquake, cheese sticks and fries. all from Swensens. =D Everything was so enjoyable, especially when we both chat so much and joked around with one another. =) Have a walk to E!Hub @ downtown east, with our chatting remained unstoppable!!! ^o^ There at E!Hub, we went to watch a movie titled "A Boy Girl Thing" i bought the day before. It was pretty long seems i watch a movie alone with another girl man.. ^^

Everything went on smoothly but in the end, turns out that things just doesn't go the way u want. Hahahas.. Planned to buy a slice of cake for her secretly. But in the end, the moment we stepped out of the cinema, we are like rushing back home. I guessed it was because of her parents. Anyway, we just took cab back to her place, and everything that i planned failed. lightsticks, candle, sparkles, cake and present.. Everything failed.. Hahahas..

After we reached her place, i passed her the present i bought for her. And a simple goodbye ended the night. =) On the way back to the carpark.. i was thinking.. thinking rather hard how to change plan. And suddenly, something just came across my mind.. I rided over to another carpark. Went all the way up to the roof garden.

Up there, I msged her sister to see whether isn't the right roof garden i am at. Thankfully, I was. =) I took out the candle, placed the word "HAPPY B'DAY". I started lighting up every single candle. it was pretty hard up there as wind just kept coming and coming. for a moment, it seems like dere isn't any wind, quickly, i lighted the "H" and "A". Sadly, When i wanted to light the next letter, strong wind came and wiped out all the lighted candle. Suddenly, my heart sank and i was feeling rather emo la.. Hahahas.. Without a second thought, i started all over again and the wind just couldn't stop coming. =(

In the end, I changed the formation. This time round, a heart shape with the candles. In addition, i place sparkles around the heart shape and began lighting the candle once again. Fortunately, the wind was rather weak and i manged to light up all the candles. The moment when im done. I quickly ask her sister to get her to look out of the window. =) I lighted up the sparkles and i stood down dere looking at the beautiful scene.. ^^ She saw it.. And i guessed she was pretty happy with it.. =)

Well.. Although things didn't turn out the way i wanted.. But still.. I tink she did enjoy her 18th birthday bah. And.. I would like to thanks every single one of you guys who wanted to give me a helping hand. I appreciated it alot.. =) Thanks eveyone.. And also.. not forgetting her.. Thanks for giving me the chance to celebrate wit u.. ^^ Look forward to future outings with u. ^^

2008-07-05T14:54:00.003+08:00

WEEKEND!!!

With a cup of coffee on my table, I shall start updating on my life now. =) And bear with me, this will be a more wordy entry. Cos not much photo to upload. Hahahas.. Well, have been pretty busy for quite some time recently. As in, schools are always long hours, everytime when i reached home, it's just too normal for a lazy person like me not to update my blog. Hahaha =D

Anyway, school has been fun and furious! We play games during lessons, went to bedok to have lunch. The food that were super nice! =D Hahas.. Initailly, we planned to only spend $5 a day in school. unfortunatley, i first day jiu cannot "tahan" already. Hahaha.. Forget about saving $5 each day.. Save $2 still can try lah.. Hahahas..

For your information, lecturers are abit "KPO" nowadays. From the beginning of SIP, the chair itself was used by my fren. Then that damn lecturer think she big fu*k, must have the lecturer chair. Worst thing is when chair is given back to her, she still wan to tok so much. Damn it lah! If she nv say anything after my fren place back the chair, i dun tink so much things will happen la..

Now den my fren gt into trouble le, dat freaking lecturer still wan to report police and change the previous statement to a more exaggerating one. So freaking childish lah. Why nid to go to the extent of reporting to police. It's was just a vent of anger and she complained that her life was threatened. -_-! lame lecturer.. Of cos, my fren defiinitely gt fault.. but, the lecturer herself shouldn't escaped without any blames loh.. she has her fault too. Well.. I can't help much but hope everything will be better for my fren la.. = )

Speech day training was tiring. =( Shout here and there.. Almost lost my voice. I think Im gonna lose it as more of the training comes. Hahas! Hopefully this time round will be yet another successful speech day for me. The guard-of-honour was great.. My fellow CIs are great.. = )

Has been coming across quite a number of beautiful songs recently. Im loving it.. Especially those alternative type of songs. Power sia!!! Hahahas.. I shall recommend two of my favourites. One of them were sang by this band named Simple Plan, titled; "I Can Wait Forever". Super duper nice can.. The lyrics was meaningful and the tune was great.

The second one was sang by Olivia, titled; "Sometime When We Touch". Romantic melody andgreat singing from the singer herself. Definitely a song that can make u sleep while listening. =) Dun hesitate already! If u cant find these two songs, find me! I will send it to u. =)

I'm ready to stand up again, trust me. : )

2008-06-22T04:20:00.006+08:00

hey.. what a time to blog right now? Hahas=D Yup, I just came back home. Went to various places just now and I'm really surprised with the second place of the night. Hahas! We went to Telok Blangah Hill Park de Henderson Rd Bridge to chill and relax. OMG! it's was freaking high up there.. being a height-frightener i was like holding on to the handles like freaking hard lah! Wahahas.. -_- Well.. It's was reali cool down there, a much perfect place to chill out and enjoy the night breeze. =) Too bad it was pretty dark there and I couldn't take some clear pictures, anyway, just visit the place and see it yourselves man! Back to the first place of the night. We went to this Quality Hotel for a supper buffet. Well.. It turn out better than expected, the enviroment there was nice only thing was the space available. Too cramp!! Hahas..=D The food was not bad and you can even make your own Ice Kachang! Good thing is the pricing itzit that expensive too even though it's located inside a hotel. I guess the hotel isn't making any money, that's y come out with this kind of idea. Wahahahas=D

Some random pics taken in school.

Finally gotten rech's graduation photo from her. Of cos Im gonna upload it onto my blog. However, im gonna make another special upload to show u guys how much have the two of us changes as year passes. Please get ready some tissues paper of plastic bags just in case you vomit whatever is inside ur stomach. Hahahas.. Shall stop my entry for the day and go to bed le. Enjoy everyone~ here you go..

The present..

The past...

Holy crap! -_-!!!

2008-06-18T19:22:00.009+08:00

Fun filling week!

Wild wild wet was fun. And we actually went into the water with the rain coming down. Hahas! I was freaking cold lah. But then, it’s all for the “fun-ness” Actually, this outing was like a farewell outing for I-chieh lah.. we enlisting into NS le.. Time to be a man liao! And I will freaking miss him lah! I-chieh even treat us dinner before he carry on to his NS life. I wonder what is he doing now? How I wished I can quickly get to see him in botak and finally a bit of slim down. Hahahas.. I-chieh! Jia you man!!

Went to sing karaoke with kayson, yichin and huiqi last Sunday. We went to this Top One karaoke at bugis around 11 like dat. And we actually sang till 6pm in the evening lah.. damn long loh! And the price was pretty cheap for a karaoke place. Plus their service there wasn’t that bad afterall. They even provide us some scarf to keep us warm lah. =D hq even smuggled macdonald’s nuggets in man! Power sia~ Hahahas.. Okie.. having sang for so long.. we went to eat steamboat buffet nearby. And mabel came over to join us. And both kayson and her like king and queen lah.. have to cook for them cos they sick. Apparently, they seems enjoying our special treatment. And hor.. hq super crazy with LALA loh.. she can actually say the same line each time her LALA are cooked. “owe la!” Hahahas=D After dinner was just simple photo taking session.

Okie.. I went back to punggol sec last week for npcc camp. Waahaha.. and I took photos with my cadets, my fellow CIs. Too bad I couldn’t join them much during the 3 days camp. Heavy storm came without much warnings and pat, peng, Daniel & me rushed all the way into the field to carry the whole tents in while fearing the lightning would strike us anytime. Hahahas=D Of cos, couldn’t avoid wetness even though I wore a poncho out. the wind was simply too strong. Hahas! After some night activities, I went back home to sleep as the day after that nite, I still got to go sch. -_-

Today was fun too, we took photos, videos in class. It’s was so freaking funny la! Shall upload those stuff once I receive it. Alright, I was rather depressed this few days, due to the fact that I trimmed my hair like damn short lah! Damn freaking sad when I looked into the mirror!! I suddenly missed my hair so much.. =( “Where are you, my hair..”

2008-06-03T23:56:00.007+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy 20th birthday to myself!! =D Finally 20yrs old le. And my wishes for this year almost same like last year, and the year before. Anyway! Super duper surprise this year by many people! First wa my poly friends lah! they bought a birthday cake for me and actually bring all the way to my lab and sing me bithday song. Damn touched lah! Thank you guys! I appreciated it alot!

And finally.. I get to see her! =) *happy x 1000000000 times* She sent me a msg to ask whether i free or not. Frankly speaking lah, even if not free, also will make myself free man!! =D Hahhas.. I know abit psycho freak. -_- Anyway, I met her at engineering entrance and she passed me my birthday present. I love it. No words can explain what i felt at that moment.

I tink I was reali a retard at that moment.. I could even talk more with her and just let her go off like this. My god.. I reali damn useless lah! T_T Well.. think on the bright side.. I finally able to see her again le.. for quite sometime nv see her liao. She reali brighten up my day man!!! =D

Okie.. So she was the first to give me birthday present. Next was JUNE HO!! My veri veri veri long primary school fren. This long term fren of mine veri sincere sia.. she know i like chompchomp beancurd and went all the way there to buy, then back to my hse void deck to meet me! Damn sincere right! Hahahas.. lucky nv fren her wrongly! Hahahas. Okie.. other than treating me beancurd, she bought me a bracelet with my name craved at the back of the bracelet. Hahahas.. Damn cool looking lah! THANKS JUNE!!!

Finally, my belated birthday party @ my hse! Special thanks to my parents for helping me out in preparing the foods. As i couldn't help out due to sch schedule. Anyway, after sch, i went straight to punggol to buy some stuff for rech's food. Den quickly headed back home to help out. Alright, i tink i shldnt write so much abt what happen. Jus a brief summary.. we chat, play and eat! Hahahas.. Pictures will do the talking. =D Enjoy!!

2008-05-22T21:45:00.005+08:00

MY DAY

Pasir Ris Sec came over to my school today to have a lesson on 3D animation. Well.. It was quite nice to see young kids like them, it just brings me back to secondary school times when im so freaking ugly.. hmm.. im not saying im veri good looking now lah.. but.. at least better than secondary school times. (^^) Alright.. things doesn't just go smoothly as always.. I got kids that call me uncle when they needed help from me. The most funny thing is when there were this Malay guys who asked me a very random question; "what wax you using?" I was like... "okie.. I didnt even bother to ask about hair wax during my sec1 time" (-_-) These kids are just damn cute lah.. Hahaha=D

Anyway, ST client came down for a reviewing of models again. This time round.. Isn't that bad afterall. We got two models already accepted!!! =D *Happy* Well.. Though there are still plenty to be edited and create.. But I guessed weekiat and I gonna make it! Took some photos of us when waiting for our turn to review our models.

After school, rushed to TCC to watch Rechel's graduation ceremony. Hahas.. And damn it! The speeches from the guests are all fu*king long! I can't believe they can actually give such a long speech.(-_- ) Hahas.. Rechel was complaining all along that she was damn nervous and shit was coming out! (-_-!) Juz kidding.. =D She was just worrying that she might fall while walking towards the guest-of-honour. *Lame* Took some photos with her and I was actually a photographer for her when she started asking me to help her take pictures with her friends. =D She owe me a meal definitely!!! Some more it was raining outside lah! What a fren i am.. So steady.. Will upload the photos once she send it to me. =) *Congrats*

Oh.. I was so into Secondhand Serenade songs nowadays. damn nice lah! Today i downloaded one of it, "Why". Damn nice and emotional. I just love this kind of song.. Hahas.. Readers, if you want the song, can get me to send u all.. u people are most welcome!! =)

Mel they all should be on their way to thailand le bah. I hope they have an enjoyable trip there. And hope everything over there is fine. =) Come back safely guys!! Our fren norton ng shld be on his way back to singapore le. Dunno what time he landing.. Hahas.. 2mths nv see him.. Dunno what he look like now.. (^^)

2008-05-20T20:54:00.004+08:00

Hi to my readers^^! How's your day?? Mine was always the same and it's gonna be this way for the rest of the 3mths! (-_-) Anyway, first thing in the morning, have a cup of hot coffee with weekiat, wyn, mabel & HQ~ Engine coffee is getting from bad to worst le. I guessed I was just sick of it.. having drink it since school reopened. Well, according to the procedure of the programme for each day, we suppose to play "Finger Guessing" first den followed by "Murderer". However, we only managed to play "Finger Guessing" and i seriously hate this game day by day. Generally because the girls aimed me more than kayson throughout the game. Especially HQ (-_-!) She hit me more than kaiyuan and yichin does. LOL! Anyway, I hope their hand are okay right now. If not tomorrow cannot play! Hahaha (^0^)

Had teabreak at Design school. Weekiat and I thought back to days we went mountain climbing at Mt Ophia. so memorable lah! The cockroach that crawl right through my trackpants, how precious Rodrick Sir's beef sandwich was, and the terrible downpour that night when we lost our way. Not forgetting Mr Charn heroic act too! ^^ That was really a great chance for us to actually go overseas with such a big group of people lah! I woonder when will it be the second time we did that. (-_-?) Anyway! I searched quite some time for the photos taken during the trip. And managed to find some. Our faces were all so funny lah!

(1st- Before the climb, a group photo of all the climbers. Have u seen the shop behind? That was the place i slept and that damn cockroach crawled into my trackpants! (-_-') See me and weekiat?? we are at the extreme right, so brother right? LOL(^0^) 2nd- Halfway through the the mountain and we decided to take another one. I was on top with brendan, guangyao and I-chieh. 3rd&4th - Peak of Mt Ophia!!! Damn tired lah! Look at our face and you 'll know!)

Met Huishi, Chuanyuan and SM at CP for dinner. I think I was crapping throughout the whole dining time. And frankly speaking, i think my english isn't that bad afterall. Why did the auntie cleaning the table have to laugh at me??? *Doubts* anyway.. went over to teahouse to buy some bubbletea to drink. Slacked awhile, crapped abit more.. den jiu go home le. Alright then, I shall end my blogging soon.. For those who doesn't have a fantastic day today, no worries, tomorrow definitely will be much more a better day! So cheer up and look forward to tomorrow!

ByeBye^^

2008-05-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

WHAT DID I DO TODAY!!!???

Happy Vesak Day to the whole world! -_- May the world become even a better place for us to live in. =D Anyway.. I spent most of my public holiday at home. Being able to wake up early at 10am with just a few hours of sleep was rather rare practise of mine. I guessed I have some weird sleeping habits. 2 days ago, I slept for around 15 hours, not even waking up once to go pee lah. -_- den yesterday, i slept for only 6 hours and I just woke up automatically. =) I hope I don't suffer those sudden death like those cases on newspaper.

Meet yuanyuan at Hougang green to have some silken beancurd. I must say, the beancurd over there is really nice in the past. The aunite in the past isn't working there anymore. I think that's the reason why the standard of the beancurd dropped lah! Anyway, I still managed to finish up my bowl of beancurd. =) *happy* Not much stuff after beancurd session. generally because yuanyuan is rather busy smsing! we suppose to slack outside and there he is smsing all the way. It's hard to see him not holding his handphone now. ^^

Whao.. tomorrow going back to school again.. 3D Max studio gonna hunt me down once again for the week. Oh my god! Luckily my poly friends are a bunch of enjoyable people lah. For the past one month of SIP/MP, we have been playing non-stop. Games like "Murderer", "Finger Guessing", "Big2" and many more lah.. Not forgetting the work we have to do at the same time. I bet this week gonna be yet another fun week with many funny stuff coming my way!

Oh yah! My birthday is round the corner. And I'm really looking forward to it. Finally gonna be 20th of age le. Really really old liao. Must be more sensible than now i guessed. For my blog readers! Don't pretend you failed to read the very last paragraph of my entry for the day. WAHAHAHA=D

Alright, got to go sleep soon.

Take care everyone ^^

2008-05-13T22:46:00.003+08:00

Emotional week

Mother nature are giving warnings to us again. This time round, two distructive disasters hit both asian country. My god.. -_-? what's happening? First was the cyclone in Myanmar. So many people lost their precious lives, homes and love ones. It's kind of sad to watch the news boardcasting the situation over there. Dead bodies still floating on the water, toll of lives lost still increasing. God damn it! The Mynamar govt still dun wan aids from other countries. What the hell is the govt tinking??? hey only managed to accept one delievery aids from the US and no more! I cant understand why the govt doesn't wan help from the rest.. Are they nuts or what!? Many people are suffering and yet they still can made such inhuman decision! -_-!!

Second was a earthquake that hit China's Sichuan. the death toll rite now was close to 12000. Imagine.. 12000 lives lost??? Even though china has a high population density.. but still, it still a waste to lose so many of them. In addition, mostly was secondary school student. Some might have managed to be rescued, but others all still buried under the buildings, etc.. To worsen the situation, weather over there just got from bad to worst. as a result, it makes the rescue process much more difficult.

How i wish i can give a helping hand.. But i couldn't. All i could do was just pray for the people over at both Mynamar and China. Luckily Norton is quite safe over at Beijing. I reali wish he could come back safely.

What a sudden reaction from Mother nature. Itzit signs of the world coming to an end?? Who knows? All we can do right now, is to treasure those beside us. Especially our love ones. Who know's what will happen the tml, e day after tml, etc.. I urge everyone reading my blog to help by simpy make a donation for the two country. A single dollar of yours might able to buy a piece of bread for a child. So please, donate generously if possible.

Let's pray hard for less suffering from now on. Who know's.. we might be doing ourselves a favour too..

2008-04-29T22:58:00.007+08:00

Guangyao's Birthday!

Happy 20th Birthday to mr renza. Hahas=D anyway, acc him down to compass point to buy his celebration stuff. Got damn it.. He spent so much money lah.. but, i thought again and felt it's feel good to celebrate birthdays. So! Im reali looking forward to my birthday man! =D

And you know what!!!??? I saw her few days back at compass point! im with guangyao and she's with her sister. So glad to have see her dere lah.. It's been quite some time since i see her. And I agree.. She look pretty beautiful! =D Hahahahas.. Am I so psycho freak?? -_-?? Anyway, We exchanged smiles and waves and there she go.. =)

Okie.. Not gonna tok much.. Im pretty tired.. due to MP/SIP.. I'll let the photos do the toking.. take care guys!

2008-04-18T09:30:00.004+08:00

@ RBS Grand Prix Challenge

@Park Mall Sake Sushi

@Coke Zero Launch Wisma

2008-04-18T08:33:00.006+08:00

KBox-ing

Alright, kbox plaza is definitely scary lah. Chuanyuan & Huishi should know what i toking abt right? LOL! Well, went kbox-ing there with the accompany of the two mentioned above and Guangyao, Melvin(CBR400) and Youmin. Paiseh, I know too many "Melvin" already, so have to give extra labels. Haha=D Oh yah! youmin's voice is damn cute lah.. so soft you knw.. Hahahas.. Like small kid singing bodoh.. Shld try sing Lara's song. Her voice also damn children one.. LOL! After our K session, we went over to Kovan for supper. And dear youmin was so damn scared when i pillioned her and was travelling at a speed of 50-60km/h can.. Hahahas..=D Well, I scared some people just dun dare to sit motorbikes, especially when the rider met an accident b4. Hahahaha =x

CokeZero

Back to my work progress now. Recently just went to Ngee Ann and Nanyang poly to work for coke zero event. This time round, mainly isn't to distribute free bottles of coke zero to the crowd. But doing something quite funny la. We are doing something like the video clip below to the polytechnic's student!! http://youtube.com/watch?v=hMayvVXNbM0 Hoefully I can get hold of the videos we shot and you might be able to see how cute are we. Damn.. Anyway.. Havent get the photos from rechel for the Ngee Ann side, but will post it as soon as i gt it. For the time being, here's the NYP one.

**Always In My Mind

2008-03-27T05:58:00.004+08:00

Ohoo.. it's 6am in the morning. And, I just got back home from outside. Haha.. =D Went to JB with guangyao and jerry to fill up our fuel tank. Then went over to jalan kayu to eat supper.. then again to everyone's favourite place, yishun dam!!! Haha.. After yishun dam lei.. fetch guangyao's fren back home then finally went over to pris hse there de coffee shop have breakfast. Haha..

Damn tired and sleepy now. =p Anyway.. feel like blogging abt this matter. pris asked me want to intro her fren to me or not. but i insist no. is not that her fren not good lah. it's my problem! =x she asked y.. but i just couldnt explain it to her. All i can tell her is.. If i wan it.. then im not steven. Haha..=D

All i wanted was just her even though it's been around 2 year plus i guessed.. i just dunno y. even though we doesnt have much contact. Perhaps, that was what u called, long distance love?? Haha.. i dunno. i just know that, all along, there are so many attractions. Bt my heart still sticks to her. When will this thing stop?? No idea. but im willing to wait. even if at the end of the day, she found her true love, i might still stupidly continue my "one sided love".

I always think that, the longest distance in the world is when two person fell in love, yet fate keep them far apart. However, Im starting to realised my situation are more towards another saying. Some people said, the longest distance in the world is when u stand beside someone u love, and yet they dun realise that u love them. I guessed im under that category.. Or even worst.. i couldnt even get to stand beside her. -_-!

2008-03-21T21:37:00.004+08:00

Another Life

Never knowing what comes of life, imagining the gift of love with you. And tonight my day ended with a lie, another lonely night alone when i turn around. Better love is ahead i pray, it’s still so hard to spend my night each day. Oh, i wish you knew, Ahh this pain inside. I wonder why it’s still the same when i turn around. And it’s still so hard to stay, I pray to see your eyes. And feel the love you gave me, I swear i think of you, I cry all through the night, but i believe in prayers, I know somehow one day you’ll come my way. I want you in my life, never alone, where ever you go, what ever will come, what may no other way, and i’ll give my endless love to you

I wonder why it’s still the same when i turn around. And it’s still so hard to stay, I pray to see your eyes. And feel the love you gave me, I swear i think of you, I cry all through the night, but i believe in prayers, I know somehow one day you’ll come my way. I want you in my life, never alone, where ever you go, what ever will come, what may no other way, and i’ll give my endless love to you. I’ll find my way to you. Close to your heart, then never let go, remember the love. We knew someday you’ll know Oh, the meaning of my life is you.

2008-03-19T03:37:00.004+08:00

Hi world! im back to blogging again cos those urges of blogging couldn't stop coming to me. Hahas.. =D Okie.. have to update about what i've been doing for the past few weeks. Hmm.. Having been busy working events after events. coke light, coke zero and F1 stimulator. Hahas.. pretty good money lah. =) Gonna use the money wisely this time round. must control and don't spend too much on foods. xD Anywhere, i've planned, the first thing i need to do is to go service my motorbike. If not next time ride halfway jammed! Hahahas..=D

Alright.. gonna talk about what i've experienced during this few months. Hahas.. especially when i met so many funny and weird people while working. LOL! I just couldn't understand why so people just cannot think for others one.. Please people! next time if there are people giving out flyers for you, please take it!!! Or even if u dun wan, just a simple smile and "No Thank You" will do. Don't just freaking walk pass them! It's been rather disrepectful. Some people mentioned before that the "Ang Mos" are more polite than asians. MY ASS!!! I met so many of them while working okie. LOL! I swear I will definitely try to take flyers from people and at the least, say "No thank you". I SWEAR!!

Selfish people even worst!! I hate this type of person lah! Please kindly spare a thought for people if you wanna make use of them. Or rather, need their help! Dun just pretend here and there then wipe your ass and just leave. It's isn't fair for that kind soul. I cant believe people can actually do this type of stunt lei. Even jackie chan's stunt couldn't fight with you! LOL! Once in a while still okie.. but everytime! Doesn't this people feel ashamed of themselves?? I wonder y.. Y does this type of person exist in the world.. I still dunno y..

Hoo.. sorry for being abit off arh.. Hahas.. Was reali annoyed by these people. Hahas=D

Have been quite emotional lately. Especially when going home from work. She hasn't step out of my heart for even a mintue. It seems like i would relate anything to her. I miss her. And she lost her phone on a cab. Damn that stupid driver who didnt return it to her. Im wondering how has she been for the past few months.. such a forgetful person.. I wonder did she cover her blanket every single night. FYI.. I always remind her about it. and there she is complaining that im like her dad.. couldn't stop nagging. Hahas..=D How's her result? that's a stupid question of cos.. y did i said that!? cos she's definitely a smart and hardworking girl. And i wouldn't failed to remind her that dun give herself too much pressure and stress during exam period. I seriously hope she did.. =) Hais.. how i wish i can read her mind.. i wanted to know what she's thinking.. and what she reali wanted.

And.. what does "sglmsbamf" stands for..? It's her msn nick. Can someone kindly enlighten me??

2008-03-16T09:56:00.002+08:00

I wanna tell you..

The only person I see..

With a beautiful story with me..

Is nobody..

But..

You..

2008-03-03T02:50:00.002+08:00

NATAS FAIR
Hoo.. Im so tired!!! This morning went to s'pore expo to give out free coke light. It's all cans.. god damn it! Hahas..=D I spent the whole day opening the cans and my fingers were feelings terrible. Poor coke light crew!!! we move the stocks under heavy rain, we accidentally cut our hands and dere THEY are enjoying taking photos of themselves. So frustrated to see them do such things. imgaine the crowds are gathering, and yet they are challenging who open the fastest. come on man~ I did it when dere are so many opened cans ready to be serve. And once they are tired, they ask us to carry on. think what? we maid arh? shit! Ren za!

CokeZero
Another tiring day. my whole body are aching like nobody business. the launch was held at wisma, orchard rd. I have to say this on my blog, the dancers and drumers rocks lah. they perform reali great. espeically one of the male dancer. he was so robotic and soft lah! We are god damn jealous loh. Hahahas.. Every single one of us are working damn hard that day. Including those guys from another side of Linda's crew. You guys are fantastic too. Not like those idiots i met at NATAS fair. Hahahaha!!! Anyway, there's gonna be another free sampling of CokeZero this coming sunday! So do come over to support us! support CokeZero!! It's zero sugar!! And taste exactly like the classic one! see you there!!

F1
Have you ever being in a real F1 racing car? yup! i did it! If you might have passby Taka. you might be able to find this funny shaped tentage right at the centre of the huge areana. What we do in there is basically to drive a stimulator of a F1 Grand Prix Car. It's fun and easy! No clutch at all. like arcade de daytona!!! Hahahas.. And there's even a competition going on for the public. the winner will eventually win tickets to the Singapore Open. Damn shiok lah!!! You might see the likes of Alonso, Raikkonen and etc. feel free to visit the tentage. it's opened to public. goodies will also be given out upon completion of the stimulator driving. =)

RIP
Im was happily involved in a dream, and was awaken by a sms from my fren. I thought it was a dream. But, the next moment i reali woke up, i checked.. and the message is still dere. Sad and shocking news! one of my secondary school fren got involved in a bike accident.. and, he didnt able to make it. He was oni 20 this year. Could have just started to enjoy life, and such thing happened to him. I went to his wake.. to pay my veri last visit. I hope he will rest in peace. may jesus, alah, guanyin ma and etc to bless his family and hope they will be able to get over it fast. after this incident, i think all of us(bikers) have learned a valuable lesson. I hope his death might send a message to all of us around him. Rest in peace dude~

2008-02-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

Rainy Days

Remember i mentioned in my previous entry a few months back, that rainy days are emo days? Hahas..=D Now, it's simply crying days. And, Im loving it. Why? Cos when it rains, nobody know's that im actually crying my heart out. Twice! I did it while riding in the rain. It's damn cold and it just reminds me of the those sad stuffs. I wanted to stop, but i cant. Hahhas=D I hope it wont rain these few days, cos CNY coming!! Hahaha=D

Ache!!!

My god!! It's hurting me! My tooth are hurting me!! Damn it! Why does it hurt? I brush teeth everyday and i rinse my mouth with coffee.. Why still will get a toothache leh?? Wah kao.. Damn sad le still happen this type of thing. Gonna get to c a dentist soon.. And god damn it! I super hate dentist! they are evil~ they are mojojojo! Shit them!

Conversation

Ohooo.. Ytd night i hav a long conversation on MSN with surprisingly a junior from punggol sec lah. I shall not identify her as to protect her. Later people will go trouble her asking about my things! hahahas!!! Jus kidding lah! And she sent me quite a number of emo songs lah. A big thank you to her! thanks for making me emo! Hahahas..=D

*itzit the end?

2008-02-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

Alright.. for those who wanna know about my injuries, im getting better le. at least can walk properly and not like a crippler. couldnt wear shoe yet cos the wound on my foot isn't completely covered. Hmm.. exchanged some parts with chuanyuan, thanks alot dude!! >.<>

Congratulations to mel for obtaining his own bike license. Happy for him too! Hope you will ride safely if in future you plan to have ur own bike la. Hahas.. Now everyone in the group has license, regardless car or bike. =) It's good to see each of us worked towards our goals. Yesterday met and very nice traffic police lah. me and guangyao parked on the pavement and guangyao's visor isn't approved one.. He didn't summons us though. Nice rite!? Hahahas.. verbal warning from him and he even demostrated the testing of visor to us. Hahas. Cool~

It's been awhile since we tok and i managed to take the initiative that night. Simple conversation. short replys. And i rather cold ending. I reali wonder what is she thinking. I wanted to know, what's in her mind? y is she avoiding me? Hais.. Sad~

2008-01-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

Accidents.. And, it's my turn

Shocking news!!! yesterday morning around 10.45am, I met an accident. Hahas=D Location was the turn right junction when entering TPE(PIE). I skidded while cornering right. Here's exactly what happened. I did not travel at fast speed.. while cornering. My rear tire wobbled cos of the sandy road. Next moment, I braked and the bike nv comes up anymore. Hahas.=D Didn't fly off with the bike cos not in fast speed. But then, still left my skins on the road. Hahas.. This will be the first and last time i meet an accident. Hopefully lah.. Hahahas..

Thanks to all who cares. I appreciated it alot. Will recover asap. And to that person who should at least ask abt me.. thanks too. You make me have a clearer mind now..

2007-12-29T05:57:00.000+08:00

Miss Grumpy said..

"我一直希望拥有像海一样的爱情.. 因为海是不会被大雨影响的.."

Sunshine said..

"我可能不是你心目中的那位，但如果可以的话.. 我愿意为你创造你想要的那一片海洋.."

2007-12-24T05:28:00.000+08:00

Dream! It's HER!!!

I dreamed of her yesterday nite. = ) For the first time! And.. It's a nice sweet dream ever. In the dream, she quarrelled with her sister. Saddness filled her heart, tears flow from her gentle eyes. I hugged her~ and said, "Everything's gonna be okay.." I can't believe that, I reali do got the feelings of hugging in the dream itself. It's true! The feeling was so real.. Real till i didn't wanted to get up. =p And, we just stood there hugging each other. (**Luckily she nv reject me in the dream) It's just like a fairytale, nobody was there, just the two of us.. and.. BOO!! the dream's over. Happy moments just dun last long enough.. How i wish i can get the same old dream evey nite. =)

Devoted Guardian Angel~

Was messaging with my fren jus now, and we came across some stuffs. my frenz asked me do i still like the girl?? of cos i do.. and i'll nv fail to do so.. it's been almost 2yrs since i falled in love again.. and, i reali do want to be with her. However, things doesnt just go ur way sometimes. self-made chocolate, a winnie e pooh bear, birthday card, etc.. being dumped into rubbish bin each and everytime I couldn't meet her. Throughout this 2yrs, hopes just keep demolished and revived, but, my heart still didn't change for her. I guess that's what u called "loving a person stupidly" Hahahas..=D I told my fren, "I think I like her to the extend that, even if she does find another bf, i will still love her whole heartedly." HELLO!! "Is that reali what STEVEN GOH WEE KHIANG said himself???" Hahahas.. It's true.. = ) I do!

Some of you might be wondering.. y so long still cant be together with her? Well.. I also dunno why. Hahas.. God just ain't good to me nor her. I think she's afraid of me.. =D Cos, there were so many times i asked her out. For movies, meal, etc.. But, she's seems to be held up everytime. I think Im scaring her~ hahahas=D I even tired to ask whether wan to go home together.. as in, i acc her home.. but.. still got rejected. Hahas..=D Hmm.. oh yah! We oni went out once! that's all! and, she even insisted not to send her home. =D Funny girl right.. Am i reali dat scary? Perhaps, the way i showed my love.. isn't the way she wanted. Let's just hope one day my dear frenz(god) can give me a hand bah. = )

Alright.. enough of updates, I gonna go slp~ and pray hard I get the same dream again!

2007-12-16T16:13:00.000+08:00

Hi world!! Well.. I can see dust accumulating around my blog!! I guessed it's time to do some updates right? Hahas..=D Alright.. term-test just passed. And, I think i can do well this time without much worries. =) *Cheers Anyway.. Im still confused and lost for Intregrated Project lah.. God damn it! Hate that damn lecturer to the core can. Everything oso must do ourselves.. Sianz loh..

Hmm.. For the past 1 month. I reali enjoyed riding my bike. Nice~ We went to places like yishun dam, seletar reservoir, devil's bend, 99 Bends, etc. My favourite place among all would be seletar reservoir man! There's a lighthouse, and the scenary there was damn beautiful lah! I went there 3 times, all at night. I guessed it will be super duper nice in the morning lo. Shall visit there in the morning in the near future! = )

Though riding is nice.. some time oso damn terrible lah.. raining, reckless taxi! Once, I was riding in the middle lane on the road, it was drizzling after a heavy downpour. Another bike from my left rided passed me in damn fast speed la.. Damn it! suddenly a puddle of rain water just slapshed on me. Even my underwear goes wet! Sianz.. Reckless taxi driver?? Haiz.. I dun wan to say la.. They are bastards! xD

Messages to friends:

*Happy 18th Birthday to yichin =p
*ChunSiang, please ride safely on road
*Dun get caught, wee kiat!
*TP coming soon Melvin!
*Forget her my dear Chuanyuan~
*Enjoy ur NS life eugene =D
*Happy 21st Birthday to my jiejie = )

2007-11-07T08:42:00.000+08:00

Hi World!

Ehh.. Guessed I hasn't been blogging for the past few weeks. Sorry for the lack of updates as I'm actually busy working than studying. Hahaa.. Alright, I got damn lot of stuff to tell u..

My Ride!

Finally~ After obtaining my licence.. I bought my dream motorbike le.. No more full-filled buses.. No more waiting for buses.. = ) And of cos.. No more midnight charges for taxi! Wahahas..=D Hmm.. My bike isn't in a veri good condition when I rided on it.. 6th gear and oni 80km/h!!! God damn it!! That was super slow can.. So furious when all those slow bike bypass me on the Expressway.. ='( But then, after some advice giving from Guo An, Guangyao & Eugene.. The bike was back to its best performance once again when I took it back to the bike shop for some servicing.

Barclays Open Singapore

About the job i worked last week. It's a golf tournament held at sentosa gold course. Our job: To top up every water points on the golf course with 100+, ice mountain and Ice. U tink it's an easy job isn't it? Hahas.. you're right! It's easy but boring! Imagine you have to get up 3a.m in the morning, then reached home 9p.m! A few hours of sleep oni.. So tiring.. Hahahas.. But.. we managed to have a fun time down there towards the end of the tournament.. Hahas.. We catch insects, throw ice, play poker.. etc..

2007-10-27T15:36:00.000+08:00

YES! YES! YES!

Congratulations to myself~ Finally obtained my class 2B license le. So god damn happy man! Hahas.. 25/10/2007 was the date of my traffic police test and I'm reali glad to received so many warm wishes from my family and friends. =D Hahs.. A veri big thank you to everybody that had wished me. I appreciated it alot. = )

2007-10-17T01:20:00.000+08:00

GAMES DAY

This afternoon went swimming with Melvin.. the rest were all studying, some going out with girlfriend.. some spent late night yesterday, so never come. Er.. today didn’t do any tanning because the sun isn’t out for us. After like about 1 hour plus.. it started raining and we both decided to call it off a day. Showering was a funny one.. I guess only Melvin will know what I mean man. Right?? Hahas..=D

Met Youmin at kovan for lunch. At the same time, gave her her birthday present! She complaint that I didn’t wish her this year.. so.. “HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY” Hope she like the present we bought for her lah.. alright.. had hongkong café food again.. and we went touring around heartland mall.

Came across this shop that sell party stuffs and we managed to grab a couple of party popers. Seriously, the popers seem fun to play with, but actually, it sucks! Hahahas.. damn lame to play with it.. anyway.. thanks Ms Tan for introducing it to us. Hmm.. Ms Tan decided to buy some “bunny’s ear hair bent” for “my ex” hahas.. kkz.. should be more polite lah.. “Ms Chong” den she also bought a deck of cards to play with us loh. “Snap” I bet tonight Melvin and me will be having nightmare about it can. Hahas..

Went over to compass point and we decided to buy Reversi to play. Metro was having a offer.. Just nice.. hahahas.. we spent hours playing reversi and “snap” at starbucks with the company of Chuanyuan. Took a few dumb photos of us for losing the games also.. hahahas.. damn fun when comes to playing new game loh.. I think I reali no childhood lah.. cos youmin said it was a childhood game(referring to “Snap”).

Ms Chong came over to find us and we accompanied her to have her dinner at Yoshinoya. Chuanyuan left us to go home and do project.. so the rest of us decided to go over to Rivervale Plaza’s Macdonald to continue our games. This time round, we played new game again. “Jackass” God damn it! I’m reali suck at that game lah.. hahas.. but.. it was reali fun to play it together with them. And.. Ms Chong was reali a screamer. I think whole macdonald’s crew will recognise her and her sharp voice. Hahahahas.. =D Oh my god.. How can I like dat say my ex? Bad Stevie.. hahahas.. Juz kidding lah.. we’re friends alright?

THOUGHTS OF THE DAY

"If you can't change your fate, change your attitude."

TO HER
"Once in a lifetime, means that's no second chance, so i believe that you and me should grab it while we can."

2007-10-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

Fashion Show!!

Alright.. alright.. I know you guys gt vomit rite? Dun worry lah.. Im not doing cat walk for fashion show. HAHAS=D Working as waiter again! Its been a long time since i worked as a waiter le.. HEEZ=p But.. unfortunate stuff will always come to me? Okie.. I broken 8 glasses of beverage the veri first moment I stepped on the atrium at TAKASHIMAYA!!! god! damn it! Super throw face can.. damn sad about it lah.. The supervisor of this catering was nice.. he didn't scold me but ask about me instead. Guess this company treat us as human beings.. Unlike some other catering company that own me my pay. I dun wan to mention name lah.. We know it in our heart jiu okie le lah.. HAHAS=D

Easy money! Must reali thanks Monica for introducing that lobang lah... We like spent 3 hours there and we got $50 each. Some more only serve drinks and collect empty glasses. And of course.. eat the food they catered! I guess Monica's friends was so happy about it when they know they can actually eat the food. HAHAS=D

The Three of Us

ARMY BOYS

Alright!! Kind of disappointed when i heard the news that two of my frenz got beat up by some hooligans lah.. 3 vs 2. There's obviously unfair right.. Some more the two of my frenz were working somemore. Basket! Tom & Jerry (Fake name; to protect the identity of the two innocent boys) were working this afternoon. And there were a group of three bloody idiots who were working for some new open shop, passby their boorth, and they start playing "Eyes Game" loh.. And.. Suddenly.. two of them attack Tom and the another one attack Jerry. Poor Tom got some injuries on his right eye lah.. Luckily.. Jerry was a famous carpark fighter.. So.. he hasn't have some problems dealing with one guy. Poor Tom.. Poor Poor Tom..

Went to meet him and looked at his injuries juz now.. Kind of bad lah.. Poor luckily.. its not serious.. use more hard boiled egg rub on the injured part loh. Anyway.. Kind of disappointed with these group of ARMY guys lah.. Come on lah.. the three of you should be ashame of your stupid ass lah.. So old le still act like small kid. You guys were just telling the world that.. ARMY guys are as childish as kindergarten kids man.. I think kindergarten kids are more understanding than three of you man!! Dunno how ur mama teach you all one.. Bodoh..

THOUGHTS OF THE DAY

"The way to develop self-confidence is to do the thing you fear."

2007-10-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

HOT BODY
Today's programme was almost same as yesterday. HAHAS!! Went tanning and swimming again. But this time, ChunSiang managed to come on time. In addition, ChuanYuan also came along. Been there for about 2 hrs i guessed.. and now my body was burning hot lah.. Sun burnt till so painful. Wahz kao.. change clothes also pain. =D Funny! Hmm.. After swimming went to Hougang Mall to makan. And we discovered something funny..

Alright, this damn long chair was found at Hougang Mall de food court. WAHAHAS!! Sit on it also got those emperor de feelings can. HAHAS!! And also.. the signboard for all the food store are kind of traditional too. Maybe you guys can go check it out yourself also.

Went over to Melvin house to play Winning Eleven with ChunSiang.. Got won some got lost some lah.. played like around 10 - 12 matches ba.. Eyes were damn dry after that.. HAHAS.. Met Guangyao for dinner and saw ChunSiang's mum. She even generously bought us some chicken wings man.. HAHAS!! After which, crossed over to Hougang Green to have Beancurd den jiu go home le.. HEEZ!!

Kind of tired and in pain.. =D Anyway, got to wake up early tomorrow to have the photo shoot lah.. HAHAS.. Take care everyone! =D

THOUGHT OF THE DAY

"Life is not a problem to be solved but a reality to be experienced."

2007-10-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

SUNNY DAY

Okie.. today went swimming and tanning with melvin at hougang swimming complex. well.. the temperature in the atmosphere was okay. unfortunately, not the lawn chair can. the sun was like baking the lawn chair for quite a few hours. then when we reached there, it was like burning hot. HAHAS!! In the end, we just laid down on the floor after having our body covered with sun-tanning oil. = ) anyway.. swim till like 3 plus den went showering. poor chunsiang! he came late because he's helping to look after mum's shop. In the end, he paid the entrance fee to find us but we're already done. HAHAS!!

HONG KONG CAFE

After swimming, went over to Kovan for some food. Hongkong Cafe de menu changed le.. Looked more presentable i should said. unliked the previous one.. so old.. Anyway.. We're damn impressed with my "favourite" waitress lah.. She can reali memorize the menu loh.. ChunSiang tested her a few dishes.. and guessed what? she can even tell we're telling the wrong number loh. HAHAS!! Impressive! Alright.. I recommend you guys that if u happened to visit HongKong Cafe rite.. remember not to order this Peach tea that cost $4.90 My god! the cup was big.. but.. full of ice.. In another words, the amount of peach tea given is actually damn little lor.. some more doesn't taste any better. HEEZ!! Well.. I tried the curry rice.. not bad.. it was their new dish.. worth it.. = )

Happy Melvin enjoying his Baked Spaghetti

SLACKING

Heartland Mall was a boring place man.. Couldn't spent much time there.. so we went over to our favourite hang out place "COMPASS POINT" HAHAS!! Went to pay Guangyao a visit as he was selling contact lenses over there. Rushed back home to feed my poor doggy.. HAHAS!! Poor BB.. No one fed him the whole day.. I must be a god to him when i reached home. Grab me like nobody business. HAHAS!! The night was spent together with him alone at home.. And.. we watched some youtube videos together. WAHAHA!!

THOUGHT OF THE DAY
"Happiness is not having what you want, but wanting what you have."

2007-09-25T15:37:00.000+08:00

Free Coke Light!

Alright.. Last saturday and sunday was quite some tiring days for us. The very last roadshow event for Coke Light this year(Hopefully next year too!). Hmm.. Though tiring.. But it was pretty fun too.. hahas.. =D First day of the event.. So sad.. there were so many coke left and our time was rushing out.. everyone was so busy and tired.. LOL but.. luckily we managed to clear all the coke before 9p.m loo.. If not.. dunno muz work until what time.. The next morning.. heavy downpour from the sky.. and our poor racer GuAnGyAo got his whole body wet. Accompanied him AMK Hub to buy a bermudas. Can u believe it.. It actually costed him $59.90 can.. hahas.. Poor thing~ Because of the stupid rain.. We wasted half of his pay for the day to buy a bermudas. LOL.. Anyway.. Its nice lah.. So.. still worth it.. hahahas..

Hmm.. Oh yah.. On the first night rite.. we saw quite a number of local celebrities lah.. Most outstanding among them should be Felicia Chin bah.. She veri damn pretty lor.. and tall too! hahahas.. Yah.. and some person that is damn short was the Campus Superstar winner Shawn. Second night.. er.. was too busy to go around looking for celebrities.. but.. GuAnGyAo, VinCeNt & ChUnSiAnG managed to grap a photo shot with Fiona Xie. =D Hmm.. and we finally took photos for our Coke Light Family le.. hahas..

So Much Coke Light to be given away!

Coke Light Family Photo!

New Coke Light advertisement model~

Yesterday~

Swensens Ice cream! Nice! Yesterday went to Swensens from Compass Point to eat ice cream with MeLvIn and ChUnSiAnG. How can dun treat yourselves with some great stuff when you worked so hard for the last two days rite.. Hahas.. So.. We ordered a Chocolate Fondue and a Earthquake. It was damn nice lah.. Hahas.. Shall continue visiting there in future.. And.. the price is affordable ba.. Maybe cos we juz get our pay?? >.< color="#ff6600">RecHeL.. After that.. Went over to her punggol house de void deck to chat.. Hahas.. We talked alot.. from the past to the future. Hahahas.. Damn funny loh.. Then ChUaNyUaN came to find us.. I think with some advice giving from RecHeL.. ChUaNyUaN should have a clearer mind le bah.. Hahas.. Dun so sad and emo lah.. Mr Loh.. Chat till like 5 in the morning.. hahhas.. and RecHeL still got driving lesson juz now at 9.30am. I wonder is she safe to drive.. *doubts Hahas.. anyway.. Happy Lantern Festival to everyone!

Thought Of The Day

"Failure doesn't mean you should give up. It means you must try harder."

2007-09-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

Recently...

I've passed all my bike lessons le. Quite delighted with it.. able to book the traffic police test le. Hopefully, I can pass the traffic police test on the first seating. = ) Can't wait to ride my own bike together with the rest of them. I think I've being quite a burden for Chuanyuan ba.. Cos everytime need him to fetch me whenever we go out in the night. Thanks bro! Give me another month or so.. Then I can ride beside you instead of sitting behind you le.. = )

Another good news was.. I passed all my exam paper. Hahas.. unexpected! thought i at least could failed one of them. But.. come back to reality.. I passed! damn happy lah.. though GPA was like super low.. But.. to me.. can pass can le lah.. hahahas.. =D And.. to my friends who can't make it in the main exam.. I wish u all the best for your supp paper lah! Jia you!

So many emo people around recently. hahas.. Nortty, Yuanyuan and of cos.. me. hahas.. Dunno why.. September is a sad and emontional month for us ba. hahas.. Guys.. are human being after all i guess. I know some are strong and confident.. perhaps.. we're just the minority ba.. weak and no self-confidence.

不知道为什么
我和你的距离
好像越来越遥远。
我们之间
到底发生了什么事呢？
可能，
我真的是一个
没有用的男人吧。
我对自己真的很没有信心
什么都害怕
什么都担心。
为什么会这样？
我也不知道。
有一件事我十分的确定
我好想你啊。。

2007-09-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

"We will still be, friends forever"

That's her new MSN nick.. is that for me?? Or someone else?? dear blog, please tell me. Itzit me or someone else? What happen if it's me? Are you still gonna hold on to her.. Steven??? Ytd.. Chuanyuan asked me.. why not choose to accept other gals. Alright.. maybe alot of you wanted to know why too.. also why i need such a long time to forget e previous gal. Actually.. its because.. I can't simply like another gal when my heart is on the other one. It will surely hurt all parties.. I dun wan to face this kind of situation. Once.. I missed an opportunities.. Its because i can't let go the previous gal.. And now.. I mangaed to do so.. But.. its too late. I know its kind of regretful.. But.. I've no choice.

Sometimes.. I reali did some thinkings.. What if one day.. she rejected me? I can say.. Even if she rejects me.. I'll still love her. Even if its a one sided love.. Im happy enough. I dun need her to know that I love her.. I just want her to be happy and no harms. Even if she has found her love.. I'll still love her. You guys may think that im too silly.. but.. its hard for me.. I reali reali like her.. Perhaps.. i shld reconsider abt it.. Itzit reali that important to be together with the one you loved? I used to tink so.. But.. from now onwards.. No.. As long as she's happy.. Even if its with another guy.. I accept it.. I'll love her secretly.. I'll protect her secretly.. And of cos.. I wont try to snatch or disrupt her relationship..

Steven is reali dumb.. reali reali dumb..

"No one knows it.. my heart are crying painfully"

2007-09-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

你希望。。。

"一直没有烦恼，一直没有争吵，让每天像糖果一样甜"

我想告诉你。。。

我不能确定你会没烦恼，
但是，
我可以确定我能陪你一起烦。

我不能确定你会没有争吵，
但是，
我可以确定我能让你当沙包发泄。

我不能确定你的日子都是那么的甜蜜，
但是，
我可以确定你和我的日子一定会很美丽。

2007-08-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

The Secret

Hey.. Back to blogging again. This time, Im gonna talk about the movie "The Secret". Directed and played by the famous Jay Zhou. Hahas.. >.<

Hmm.. The outline of the whole movie wasnt bad at all. Hahas.. a rather daring try by MrZhou. Hahas.. Perhaps.. if you visited the toilet or doing something else in the cinema.. you might not be able to fully understand what the movie are actually toking about..(-_-?) There were a few parts of the movie that i personally like man.. hahahas.. one of them is when the girl ask Jay why he always play the piano with one hand. Then Jay replied with a super smart answer.. "So that I can hold your hand with another." Hahas..=D damn cold can.. The scriptwriter must b a expert in wooing girls! hahahaha..=D

Next was the part when Jay give a ride for the girl. Then he was cycling too fast.. and that girl told him.. if he go too fast, she will reach home soon. Again.. the smart Jay does something funny. He stopped his bicycle, turn it around, and cycle back to where they came from. hahas..=D purposely dun wan the girl to go home.. hahahas..

Well.. I should said, this movie wont be able to make you cry. But it definitely will touches your heart. Hahas.. The strong determination of two different world's person, and the thirst for love.. Overall.. Is still a moive you can waste money on.. haha..=D Frankly speaking, I think Jay has improved in his acting lah.. this time, he seems more relax and natural. Unliked the previous movies. Good Job!!

2007-08-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

Over.. Its over!
Hey.. finally this semester has come to the end le. Hahas.. All the projects has been submitted. *Cheers Hmm.. damn stress for the pass few weeks can.. hahas.. Because eveything was done last minute. Hoo..'o' Luckily everything went went and smoothly. Thanks to all who have help out in all the projects, in one way or another. = ) I fully appreciated it! Now that school has ended.. meaning exams are coming too le.. Have to start studying soon liao. = )

Thought Of The Day
"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart. And try to love the questions themselves."

To Her
Study hard for exams.. = ) Dun forget to take good care of urself too ohoo. = ) I miss you o.O

2007-08-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

Falling For You

You are the sun, the moon
I am the starlight searching for you
How can i ever explain
The color that you bring into my life
Its you..
Falling for you.. Hoohooo
Hoohooo
Falling for you.. Hoohooo
Im falling for you.. with all of my heart
I know its true right from the start
I'm falling for you in all of my dreams
This love will grow deep within
I cant help myself just to tell you
Falling for you...
You are the sun, the moon
I am the starlight searching for you
How can i ever explain
The color that you bring into my life,
Its you..
I'm falling for you with all of my heart
I know its true right from the start
I'm falling for you in all of my dreams
This love will grow deep within
I cant help myself just to tell you
Falling for you..
For you..
For you..

Thought Of The Day
"In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities."

To Her:
"The most important things to do in the world are to get something to eat, something to drink and somebody to love. And eventually.. my heart got you."

2007-08-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

Norty's Birthday
And finally.. one of our members became the age of 19 le.. hahas..=D This year Norty de celebration isn't much different from last year i guessed.. went over to his house for bbq lor.. Hahas..=D this year lost till quite badly.. lost what? hahas.. Noise level lah! lost to Gaston's friends.. hahas..=D they were the more hyoer ones dat night lo.. hahas..=D Well.. I guessed everyone did enjoy ba.. Most imptly is norty happy can liao lo.. heez.. hmm.. this year.. we bought a nike t-shirt for him.. a shorts, CK perfume, helmet bag, women handbag, slippers and a $200 hong bao. Hahas..=D hope he like it ba.. cos its reali difficult to buy things for him you know.. hahahas.. Anyway.. hope he's birthday wishes will come true eventually la.. = )

Oscar's back!
Alright, last sat and sun.. Siang was the mascot lo.. hahas.. fun time.. Lesson learnt.. never bully oscar when Siang is inside.. why? cos he can do spinning heel kick at you in the mascot costume! hahas. Hmm.. quite frustrated with the driver la.. our last location was at WestMall. waited for him about 1/2hour and then he came with two extra people.. meaning there isnt much space for the four of us. Basket can.. What's the point of saying Sorry? should have drove he's brother to camp first den come pick us up rite..? what the fu*k is he thinking? Siang and I decided.. in future.. we just leave the stuff there for him to go collect la.. once our job is done.. we juz go home loh. Haiz.. dunno why concept hired this type of irrepsonsible driver loh.. sianz~ gonna work with him for the upcoming weeks some more.. = (

Storm's Over & Sun's Back
Well, well, well.. finally.. everything was cleared.. it was juz an misunderstanding afterall. Hahas=D super happy and delighted can.. haha=D Anyway.. saw her at compass point. she was having her dinner with her jiejie(Sister). Hahas.. my heartbeat was super fast lah.. fast till i can even decide what i wanted to eat lor.. =D clumsy me! i went over to talk to her.. den dunno what i talking can.. rubbish siaz.. reali damn clumsy lor.. hahas.. but.. realli glad to see her.. = )

Thought's Of The Day
"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

To Her:
Im not gonna be blur anymore. = ) I promise.

2007-07-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

Weekend

Yesterday.. went to two places for work. First stop, suntec city de carrefour den causeway de cold storage On the way to suntec.. saw this huge ferrywheel. Super big can.. Hahas.. Wonder will i be able to take a ride next time when it get started. = ) Heard from a friend saying that the ferrywheel took 37 minutes to complete one cycle. That was long can! = D Alright.. then i saw this building beside, Le Meridien Hotel. The place i went last year to watch fireworks with her. Nice memories~ That was the first time i went out with her. = ) Still can rmb.. there were SO many people around.. wahz kao.. squeezed like shit.. I even got separated from her when we were taking the MRT. Hahahs..=D sounded so drama rite.. Well.. that was memories afterall.. it was the first.. and maybe.. the last too..

Thought Of The Day
"Life isn't shaped by the things that happen to us, but by the way we deal with them."

2007-07-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

Rainy Days = Emo Days

Haiz.. its almost a week le..

Still no contact..

Steven.. have you lost?

I saw you online..

But I just no confidence to tok to you..

where my confidence went?

Can help me find back?

Thought Of The Day
"Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, you can never tell."

"I wanna be with you"

2007-07-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

Deeper than the ocean, further than the universe.

I miss you. I really do..

Thought Of The Day

"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."

2007-07-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

Rainy Days.

Every morning is a bad morning. Because you have to wake up for school and the weather is so damn good for a good sleep. For the past few days, it has been raining. Perhaps, heaven realised that someone here is so emo? Unfortunately, some other countries around the world isn't experiencing the same thing here in Singapore. So many cases of heatstrokes happened. Wired climate isn't it? Or maybe.. that shows a sign of the world coming to an end? Hmm.. Hopefully not.. because I got so much things to be done and I doesn't have enough time to do so. How I wish I can stop the time from clicking away.. >.<

Oscar.

Last Saturday and Sunday, went to four different places to work as mascot. It was reali fun working with Melvin, ChunSiang and I-Chieh. Hahas..=D Or rather i should said went to play instead of went to work rite. Looking forward to work on this coming weekends. Oops! Sorrie.. Should say, looking forward to play on this coming weekends. = ) Hmm.. can't blog much le.. Gonna go study for test tomorrow.take care!

Thought Of The Day.

"Believe only half of what you see and nothing that you hear."

Whenever, wherever I glanced around.. all I wanted to see, is just you. Even though I know you're not there,but a simple glance is still made.

2007-07-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

What a tiring day.

Today.. again woke up early because of lessons. Sad~ Hmm.. today felt so sleepy during lessons.. dunno why.. Hmm.. morning de break.. Went to grab a bite with Eddie outside school. Hahas.. Den he suddenly started some unexpected topic with me.

Eddie: Are you wooing someone?
Me: Never woo la.. Just like her secretly.
Eddie: Orh.. I eveytime c ur msn nick like so sad.
Me: Got meh? I changed already la..
(Then the conversation continues with Eddie telling me his experience of loving a girl for 6 years.)
Eddie: Better don't follow my footsteps.
Me: Sometime its quite hard to let go also lei..
Eddie: Yar.. I can understand. But.. you're just wasting ur youth.
Me: Hahahas..

Hmm.. Sometimes.. its reali hard to let go. Dunno why.. Once my heart settle down.. that's it.. Hard to change.. =D Funny isn't it? Shouldn't guys be more flirt?? I dunno.. For now.. Its just her ba.. = )

Alright.. den meet Chuanyuan for lunch.. well done.. this guy got into relationship liao.. hahas.. kind of happy for him.. cos he about two years plus never hav a girlfriend liao.. hahas.. =D Hopefully.. this will be the right one for him. = ) Boy.. take things slowly.. somethings must not be rushed one.. hahahas.. treasure this relationship of yours hor.. = )

Thought Of The Day
"Sometimes hoping isn't enough. You have to believe. In order to find what you seek in the path of life, you must first believe, and then add a little hope for a bit of extra success."

今天的妳有想我吗？
今天的我有想妳哦。

2007-07-08T13:14:00.001+08:00

What's Love actually?

Alright.. So many things happened so sudden. For the passed few days.. I have been seeing people crying.. like what i mention in the previous entry. Things didn't turn out to be better even after I posted about it. More people cry.. and.. this make the atmosphere surrounding so sorrow and painful. I learnt something reali meaningful.. Love reali can change a person greatly.

Let's talk about the positive side first.. I believe.. we do encountered our friends around us changed after they get into a relationship. Some managed to quit smoking just for their partner, some starts to get serious in studies, just to be prepared for their future. Some changed their own bad attitudes and so on.. That's how powerful Love can be.. = ) we often feel good listening to people saying how their gf/bf changed into a better person.. Wonderful isn't it?

So, is Love reali just consist of happiness? Of cos not.. pain and disappointment is part of Love too. Often, we heard people quarrel with their gf/bf like nobody's business. How they scold each other behind their back.. and etc. But.. afterall.. all these scoldings and blamings said is juz a moment of anger, they dun reali meant it. And soon enough, they managed to get back again. Unfortunately, some didn't. A broken relationship too can changed a person so much. From a joyful person, to a walking zombie. From a cheerful person, to a person who cry not stop. Liked I said, Love is reali powerful. Once, I seen this quote about love.. it says: "Love is just like a rose, beautiful but thorny." Meaning.. u can enjoy many wonderful moments while in love, but once you're not careful enough, you might get urself hurt in the end.

Hmm.. Ytd, i told someone.. Love is just like a game. Before we start playing, we have to know what will happen while playing, what might happen in the end of the game. If half-way through, you can't play it anymore, it will be a waste of time only. We should always be prepared for the worst scenario before playing. And if confirm that we reali can take it.. Den go ahead and play it. Dun wait till the worst scenario reali happens, then break down.

Conclusion, love if you dare, don't love if you dare not.

Thought Of The Day
"Moments are precious like diamonds; keep them! Don't let the years steal them from you."

2007-07-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

Rah-Rah time..

Alright.. dunno what to write for today de title. So, "Rah-Rah time" shall be today's titled. Hmm.. Finally, GST has increased. Hmm.. For me.. not reali dat affected by it ba.. But.. for those of my smoker friends.. hahas.. they have to pay 40cent more this time round.. hahas..=D 40cents can sound so little right? but to them, this 40cents meant alot! one time 40cents.. 10 times already $4 liao.. for another 20 more times, they can buy a new pack looo.. hahas..=D Aiya.. Best is dun smoke! smoking kills!

Hmm.. received all my papers back.. failed 1 of them.. but.. still quite happy with the rest of the paper la.. today get back my worst subject de paper.. so shocked! i passed! hahas..=D though not veri high marks.. but.. its improving okie.. hahas..=D

Hmm.. recently.. keep seeing people cry in front of me.. especially today! wahz kao! i was in school.. waiting for Chuanyuan to have lunch.. den there was this girl sitting beside me ba.. tink she's waiting for her friends too.. hahahas..=D alright.. i wait.. she wait.. waited for quite a long time.. den suddenly, her friend appeared! And.. she cried! i was so shocked lah.. come on.. if its you.. you also will shocked dao de loh.. too sudden le ma.. some more she seem so fine while waiting loh.. hahas..=D

Human beings are curious creatures.. so.. i tried to listen to their conversation.. hahas..=D guess what? i cant even hear a single word! the girl was like.. crying and talking at the same time.. reali cant hear a thing from her la.. hahahaha..=D anyway.. hope she's fine now..= )

Thought Of The Day
"Snowflakes are one of nature's most fragile things, But just look what they can do when they stick together."

If one day u discovered that day is gonna be you last day and you'll die tml, what will you do for the last few mintues of your life? For me.. All i want is simple.. stay close together with lazy pig.. = )

2007-06-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

Love & Confidence

Have you ever think of someone and all of a sudden, you felt aches on your heart? Maybe because, this person you're thinking about, is so much important to you and they don't realised it. How to you want him/her to know your feelings? Just by telling him/her?? It comes down to what level of confidence you have. Some people with lots of self-confidence, they manage to express their feelings without much obstacles. Well, what about the rest who doesn't? They just hope one day, they can be like the people with lots of self-confidence, so as to express their feelings to the one they truely love.

Sometime, I felt so jealous to see couples walking pass me.. enjoy every single moment together. Shouldn't had said jealous, should be envy. Its human nature afterall. What people have and you don't have, you tend envy them. Human beings are funny creature. Don't you think so? They're are borned with the knowledge of knowing love is hurtful sometime. But, why do people still love? It really doesn't make sense. Its like, you know it will kill you, but you still want to try. perhaps, they don't call love the greatest emotion for nothing! = )

Thought Of The Day
“Sometimes we need to hold our head high, blink back the tears , and just say GOOD-BYE.”

Lazy Pig.. You know.. Crazy pig loves you?

2007-06-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

Back To School

Once again, school reopens.. = ) Well, isn't really tired of going to school.. felt kind of great going back.. maybe because yesterday I passed my lesson5 ba.. happy till now.. Anyway.. This morning, conicidentally met Linda on bus88. And she's freaking worried about being late to school. Hahas.. =D

One of the conversation between us.
Linda: "Do you have to sit so far away from me? As if I'll eat you up."
Me: "No lah.. Its just that.. I kind of like.. have a small butt, that's all!"

Well.. We reached pasir ris interchange around 8.25am. She suggested to take a cab to school as she's late(She meeting her friends at 8.20am in school). I suited her suggestion.. and boarded a cab with her loh.. I wanted to share the cab fare with her.. but she insist of paying.. sianz~ Hahas..=D Anyway.. thanks!

Waste Time Waste Money

Disappointing! 3p.m in the afternoon finished school. On my way home, i thought of rushing to SSDC to make my Provisional Driving Licence(PDL). Immediately after I alighted the bus, i ran home like some crazy monkeys just to take the my score sheet and theory test result. I took a cab.. and that stupid uncle took such a long way to SSDC. Spent around $8 on cab fare. This matter still okie.. Worst case coming up. I took a queue number and waited like dog.. Finally! they called me.. guess what? their system were down and couldn't carry out any registration. So unlucky right.. damn it! can't believe such things happened to me. Sianz~ Thereafter, I waited for Melvin & ChunSiang for their prac. I watched their riding skills.. Well.. kind of happy for them.. Cos they realli did quite well.. though beginning still overshot the stop line. but, as the lesson carry on, they became better and better. *3 Cheers for them!!!

Naughty Oscar

Hahas..=D Melvin, ChunSiang & I-Chieh today went to work AVA. Guess what? they used the Oscar mascot to shoot some funny videoclips! It was damn funny and I laughed like some crazy dog! I couldn't upload the video.. If you're curious what the video looks like.. Feel free to approach me and I'll show it to you.. = )

Thought Of The Day
"You can't see the light in others until you see it in yourself. Once you see it in yourself, there is no one in whom you do not see the light. It does not matter if they see it or not. You know it's there. And it is the light you address when you speak to them."

*CrazyPig misses LazyPig*

2007-06-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

ATC

Finally!! I'm back from Adventure Training Camp(ATC) le.. what a super relief!! Before camp I was like damn stress and lost loh.. = ) Luckily.. Everything went on smoothly for me.. *A good pat on the back* Alright.. I gave myself 7/10 marks for my performance as an instructor ba.. Why?? This year ATC is reali a special one.. I got to hear from my own cadets saying "Sir, my group mate said you're good!", "Sir, my friends said how they wish they can be in your group.". This was what one of my group camper wrote for me on his blog..

"Steven-yoyoyo!!you special leh!!i use diffferent colour for your commemts!!haha!!touch right?ok..to be really honest..you are really a nice instructor..you don scold us or anything..you had really motivated all of us and really gave good and honest remarks on us..all of us like you alot..just want to represent the whole puma squad to say a BIG THANK YOU!!touched right?haha..all the best and always remain happy and cute!!jia you!! "

After reading it.. I felt reali touched and motivated.. It makes me juz want to commit even more to Npcc. Watch this kids grow up from a sec2 cadets.. to a capable CI. Its reali nice to receive good comments from people.. Don't you tink so? Hahahas.. Thanks Puma!! (Puma was my group name) Thanks for following my instructions and ur full cooperation. = )

Class 2B Lesson 5!!!

Finally again!! I passed my Lesson5.. Oh my god.. so damn happy la.. failed 2 times and finally make it.. wahahas.. for dat moment.. i think i'm the world most happiest person!! 8 points demerit only.. so shiok!! another step closer to my dream.. wahahas..=D

Thought Of the Day
"Instead of saying 'It is not that easy", why not say 'it is not that difficult'."

2007-06-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

What A Day!!!

Hmm.. I failed my lesson 5 again.. but.. this time.. managed to escape with no immediate failure.. = ) unlike the previous lesson. Though felt little bit disappointed.. But still have to continue to work harder towards my goal ba! hahas..=D Can't because I failed 2 times means "its the end" right.. = ) Gonna work even harder from now on.. I know I still got plenty of rooms for improvement.. Complacency doesn't help! All the way! Stevie!

Unfortunate news..

Yup.. For you guys reading my blog.. I got a veri sad news to inform you guys.. hahas..=D I'm going Adventure Training Camp(ATC) tomorrow at Ubin. Hahas..=D First time we Npcc campsite as an Instructor.. Hmm.. Now feeling quite lost ba.. cos.. all the meetings and plannings for the camp.. I'm not involved due to work. Then just now I read the proposals sent by PengSiong, I was damn shocked lah.. the camp coordinator like think I'm superman lei.. dun need slp one.. Put me on Sentry duties on the first night from 12a.m to 6a.m Hahas..=D Being a instructor ain't easy too man.. Haiz.. anyway.. Hope I dun die there la.. Muz come back in one pierce. = )

Thought Of The Day
"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you."

2007-06-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

Class 2B Lesson 5

Oh my god.. So disappointed with myself.. I failed lesson 5!!! 2 immediate failure and 42 demerit points!!! what a joke?? Even though I attended a earlier circuit revision also not use.. Narrow plank arh.. why dropped?? Narrow plank isn't a difficult one in my lesson 3 loh.. haiz.. damn disappointed with myself la.. Hope later 12.45p.m de repeat lesson 5 can do properly lo.. If not.. I'm gonna sad like hell again.. >.< Notty!! hahas..=D Fun riding with him!! Reali looking forward to riding with the rest of them.. = )

Sudden Gathering

Alright.. After my practical lesson, Guangyao called me and suddenly have the urge to eat steamboat. In the end.. didn't managed to get a real steamboat meal, but a Seoul Garden meal instead. GuangYao, Melvin, ChuanYuan & me.. the four of us went over to tampines mall to makan lor.. hahas..=D damn full.. after which, Chunsiang came over to meet us and we went over to AngMoKio for some gathering with RivervaleMall de Kimage's staffs. Initially, one of the staff wanted to treat us some porridges la.. but then.. we were too full.. =D anyway.. thanks for the drinks la.. even though the uncle ordered wrongly for me and Chunsiang.

Thoughts of the Day..
"Love is like a flower. It springs from a small seed, develops roots that become embedded in our hearts and then sends forth blossoms, each containing a petal or more which makes this concept even more artistic."

*You know.. I miss you?

2007-06-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

Coke Light Sampling

Hmm.. today was yet another tiring day for me. >.< GuangYao, Melvin, Rechel, ChunSiang and I-Chieh, at East Coast Park. Weather isn't good? Perhaps, someone isn't feeling good today? hahas..=D Who knows? Anyway.. Enjoyed ourselves with all the funny and lame stuffs that we had done during the working progress. *LOL

Hmmm.. After work, managed to grab some delicious seafoods at a nearby hawker center. On our way home, we talks about the past. And.. come to think of it.. there's really many funny memories left behind us. Ask yourself this question, "When is the last time you wear a school uniform with a bunch of friends, window shopping at a nearby shopping mall?" hahas..=D "Mall marathon" that's what my teacher said about us. *LOL I missed secondary school days..

Thought Of The Day

"It takes a second to fall in love with someone but it takes a lifetime to forget the one you love.."

2007-06-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

Punggol NPCC Annual Camp

Alright.. juz came back from school camp. This year de camp was the most slack one for me.. hahahas.. first time can sleep till 10+ and woke up by myself. Hey! its reali slack lor! who can get so much sleep during a NPCC camp??? hahas.. me, weikang and daniel got it! wahahas.. Hmm.. first day wasn't bad.. managed to help out in the rope obstacles course and team challenges. Second day leh.. hahas.. play wrestlings with Shih han and weikang. haha.. i think.. whole of singapore.. we are the oni three CIs that u can find playing small kids stuff.. hahas.. Hmm.. Campers night not bad.. the NCOs and Campers came back with a song for the CIs.. Especially me! they purposely aimed at me.. well done.. cadet nowadays no government le.. hahhas.. of cos.. i didn't spoilt their day la.. what they wan to see.. i let them see lor.. wahahaha..

2007-05-31T18:51:00.000+08:00

Birthday Celebration!
Alright.. Steven has finally became the age of 19 le.. hahahas.. Hmm.. Had a great time yesterday with all his close friends and brothers.. thanks for everything guys! I love everything u all had gave and.. I hope u did enjoy urself yesterday night.. And also.. thanks for turning up for the party.. hahas.. =D Words simply can express all my thoughts and feelings.. =D

Birthday feelings..
K.. Steven isn't feeling good during his actual birthday.. y? It simple.. juz put urself into Steven's shoe.. alright.. den.. imagine someone that is so damn god important to you.. and.. he/she forgotten about your birthday.. hahas.. how does if feel? Sad? Heartache? Lonely? There's what exactly Steven was feeling at dat moment.. and.. Steven didnt reali blame her.. oni can blame himself of not reminding her about it.. = )

Qns all over..
Yesterday during my post birthday celebration, i'm required to give a speech to everyone and answer all questions from them.. hahas.. the toughest questions:

Qns: Do you have a girl in mind?
Ans: Yes!

Qns: What you wish about the relationship?
Ans: Basically, its a one sided love, I think she had fallen in love with other guy. As long as she find her happiness, I'm happy for her.. = )

2007-05-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

Steven hasn't been blogging for the passed few days.. well.. he's having an terrible emo period.. Everyday is a sad day for him.. dunno what.. he was confused by many things.. many many things.. Well.. doesn't mean he is back at blogging means he is fine already. He juz wanted to say something to his blog.. cos.. having it kept inside his heart.. causes heartache and depressions.

Alright.. Steven has this rare concept for relationship.. U might find it pretty silly and stupid to hear his situation. Well.. Basically, Steven fell in love with a girl.. but.. he's juz a dumbass la.. scared here and scared there.. Firstly.. He doesn't have much confidence in himself..(as u can read from the previous entry) Because of that.. he gt this idea of "sure break up" and because of this idea.. he is scared.. he scared dat he might lose the girl he loves after getting on relationship with her.. "what a joke!?" dat muz have come across your mind now right.. Bt.. Steven reali do xperience this.. exactly! he's a dumbass! What ridiculous thing abt it was.. at the same time when he is scared and therefore didn't expressed himself, he scared of the girl he love.. fall in love with another guy.. leaving him in deep sadness. "what a joke!?" that's what come to ur mind again right..?

Steven has been crying this few days.. without anyone knowing.. without anyone realising it.. while he's working today.. suddenly thought of those situation.. he cried.. and passerby stared at him.. well.. he acted as if he is yawning.. Steven has been wearing different kind of mask in front of his frenz.. hiding his truth sadness and depress inside heart..

It hurts.. it reali hurts..

2007-04-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

Are you a guy??

No confidence.. realli no confidence.. haiz.. sad lei.. if love is like running.. that will be super great! perhaps all my confidence are somewhere else lo.. Haiz.. Y I no confidence lei? Simply because.. I juz think super lowly of myself ba.. (though i always claim i'm the most handsome guy, its juz some craps to console myself..)

Case Story no.1

dere used to be a girl.. who possessed the beauty, knowledge and popularity.. who dun wan such girl to be ur gf rite.. hahaa.. well.. i thank god for giving me the opportunities to be together with her.. Well.. at least for a period of time.. Alright.. beginning was great.. everything was fine.. But den.. its always me.. lack of confidence.. I always thought that i'm not suitable for her.. she's such a perfect person and me? hahas.. not even worth speaking.. cos of dat.. the relationship failed.. hahaa..

Case Story no.2

Ya.. u muz be wondering y i so suay right.. alright.. this another girl.. she also veri smart.. beautiful.. and caring.. oh my god.. again.. who dun wan this kind of gf right? Well.. i was damn stupid at that time la.. cos of the Case Story no.1 girl.. I still cant managed to let her go.. and some more at that time.. i reali cant find any confidence to be together with the case Story no.2 girl.. i know i'm quite a failure la.. bt den.. if u're in my situation.. u'll understand.. i missed the opportunities of the Case Story no.2 girl.. haiz.. super sad lo..

Sometime.. I realli wanna knock the wall with my head lo.. dunno what the hell I'm doing.. -__- can someone please enlighten me?? I wan my confidence back!

Or perhaps.. I should juz hide at a corner.. watching ur back.. loving u secretly.. making sure nothing goes wrong for you.. will that be the best??

2007-04-29T14:44:00.000+08:00

Time Machine

Do you need a time machine? I think I really do.. Why? Maybe because.. there are too many things in the past that I've regretted not doing and doing it.. So many things that I've missed.. And so many times when fate play a fool with me.. *_* In life, we tend to take things for granted.. its only when u lost it, den u realised how much it really means to you. Hahas.. This phrase is so popular lor.. I think every single one of us agree ba.. Since most of us does that.. = ) Well.. we're human beings afterall.. what we can really do is not juz sit at one corner and cry.. but to continue to work hard in order to get the things you lost back. For example.. u might had missed a precious opportunities to be together with someone you love.. and now u wished to be with that person again.. What to do? It depends.. maybe that person is still in love with you.. and things will turn out well again for you.. However.. if that person no longer loves you.. It might be a tough time getting he/she back again..

Sometimes, even though u loved a person.. its not necessary to be together with him/her. As long as you keep him/her in your heart.. giving all out to protect her.. and he/she is happy living.. that's enough.. Like what i always tell people.. "If its yours, its yours. If it doesn't, no matter how hard you try.. It still never be yours."

2007-04-25T15:57:00.000+08:00

Guangyao's Birthday

Alright.. this year Guangyao birthday celebration awere divided into two parts. Let's talk about the first part lo. Ok.. An advanced celebration was held on 21 April 2007 at Notty's house. We swim and bbq at the same time lo.. hahas.. it was reali the most enjoyable celebration this year la.. cos got swimming pool by the side.. hahahas.. we do tossed each other into the water with "sudden attack" and its was super scary to be carried around 2m above the ground and being tossed into the pool.. >.<

After singing birthday song for Guangyao, we managed to grab hold of him.. bought him up above our head.. and sang a special delicated birthday song to him again.. tossing him up and down.. before he end up in the pool again.. wahahas.. =D super fun! Alright, some of you might be curious what we bought for him right.. Ok.. we bought a 100ml Hugo Boss perfume, a Braun Buffel wallet, a DKNY Digital watch and also a $188 Hongbao.

The 2nd part of Guangyao birthday celebration was on the actual day itself, which is ytd la.. hahas.. we went to catch a movie that he had already watched the day before. Oh my god.. =D Anyway.. 200 Pounds Beauty isn't a bad movie.. not bad.. though the storyline quite plain.. but overall.. its funny and touching at the same time. And hor.. that "Jenny" character in the movie reali look like someone lor.. Specially when she smile and laugh.. wahz kao.. its reali damn similar lor.. Right melvin? -__-"

Anyway, wish this year will be a successful year for Me tan lor.. in addition.. hope he likes the present too.. = )

*Special thanks to Notty for e great support during Guangyao birthday. You're great!

2007-04-09T08:36:00.000+08:00

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are powerful, passionate, and dominant.You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen.People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many.
Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions.So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few.However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be.

What's" the Part of You That No One Sees?

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

You Are An INFJ

The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

What's Your Personality Type?

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.
Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.
But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.
No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

2007-02-05T16:24:00.000+08:00

Chickie Pox!!

Oh.. I'm infected with chicken pox! damn it.. so suay right.. have been staying at home for days, missing lesson and exams are round the corner. Oh my god.. Chickie pox is so itchy and painful.. its all over my body.. my face.. oh no.. = (

2007-01-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

Death of Xu Wei Lun T_T

alright.. if you had been reading newspaper for the passed few days. You should realised dat this taiwan actress XuWeiLun involved in a fatal car accident when she was on her way to film a drama series. The accident happened on Sat night.. and ytd.. juz passed away..

what a sad story.. god isn't fair at all.. its too cruel to take a girl life this way.. its totally unacceptable! Imagine u're on ur highest peak of ur career.. and out of a sudden, u got involved in a fatal accident.. and.. juz left without a word.. why? why god muz be so cruel leh? I thought all along god are merciful?? that's rubbish.. A beautiful girl like her.. really deserved such treatment? Sad~ I'm super sad.. Cos i watched her drama series and i'm pretty impressed with her acting skills.. she was juz about to release her own music album.. and.. she's gone..

god.. yet another disappointment from you.. first.. you separated couples that are supposed to be together.. second.. you take away so much lifes during the tsunami.. thirdly.. u bring so much rain and causes flooding.. ppl lost of homes.. wat rubbish is this.. I'm not scolding you.. I'm juz.. think you didnt do ur job well enough.. Already I didnt have much good impression with you.. and now.. you juz took away someone life away when she doesnt really deserved it.. well done..

guys.. life is fragile.. nobody knows what will happen the next minute.. even the next second.. when our dear friend isnt happy.. he/she will juz take ur life away.. i know it sounds ridiculous.. but.. if u try put urself in the taiwan actress's shoe.. before the accident happen.. do u reali know you gonna juz hit by a large trunk and suffered before dying? Wat we can do is not to go against our friend.. cos we cant.. we can only continue to live with no regrets, more memorable moments, more friends less enemies.. juz in case our friend take our life away.. at least we wont regret anything left behind.. sometime.. its always good to express yourself.. dun wait till everything's gone.. den regret..

Goodbye XuWeiLun.. thanks for ur contributions in the entertainment industries..

2007-01-22T09:13:00.000+08:00

Well well well. = ) On saturday.. went to QingYun house for HuiShi & I-Chieh de birthday celebration. Ohh.. everything done was like.. "last minute"?? Hahas.. went to buy I-Chieh de present last minute.. cos i really dunno wat to buy for our 20 yrs old brother. wahahas.. anyway.. I brought him a GoldLion Belt with two buckles. The box was damn nice la.. hahas.. I hope he likes it.. = )

Hmm.. for Huishi leh.. we brought her a bottle of perfume, handbag and a birthday cake. = ) After buying her present.. den i realised.. buy present for girls veri troublesome.. cos.. its simple.. guys always knw wat another guy wan for present.. cos we're GUYS! hahaa.. den when comes to buying present for the ladies.. wahz.. brain cell killed.. "p Anyway.. Hope she like it loh.. = )

Aiyoyo.. After cake cutting.. there were alot of dramas la.. hahas.. first.. we see two people kisses la.. bite ears.. eat a mouth full of wipe cream, nose rub nose.. and also.. I'm involved la.. lick wipe cream "off" from the floor.. hahas.. Drinking session was unavoidable.. 3 bottle of Chivas.. So many people drunk.. all kinds of actions, words, are done and said. Melvin.. please dun think the 7 of us will part man.. hahas.. we click until hand break one leh.. where got so easy part one right?? = ) and.. YouMin.. Please take good care of yourself lo.. Next time try to get more sleep before any drinking session ba.. u seem super tired.. = )

Ok.. now.. Ytd leh.. after going home from QingYun place.. we went to Norton place to swim lor.. something "terrible" happened loh.. hahas.. our dear ChuanYuan dived into the shallow water and got a knock on the head.. There was a feww blood stain on his head of cos.. den went immediately went to TKS hospital for treatment.. our dear ChuanYuan was so afraid and worried man.. hahahas... in the end.. well.. nothing reali bad happen to this skull or brain.. wasted $70.. =D poor boy.. anyway.. hope he quickly recovered from that minor cut.. = )

Take care everyone!

"What hurts the most wass being so close
And having so much to say.
And watching you walk away."

2006-09-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

"Most Embarrassing Moment Of All-times"

Today de topic will be my "Most Embarrassing Moment Of All-Times" hahas.. well, well, well, the incident happened two years ago at Nan Chiau High School, aka NCHS. It was a N4 Cluster, cultural exchange ba. It involves schools, regardless of pri or sec, from the north zone area. Well, punggol sec are invited to have a performance lo.. since its a cultural exchange, the teacher-in-charge wanted a indian dance and i'm chosen to perform.. sianz~

rehearsals reali goes super well for me. i'm the one who always point out my partner's mistake, at times, also got make fun of them. the guys are separated into two sides. one leading by me and the other by melvin. during the rehearsals, melvin's side always make mistakes, danced wrongly, forgetting dance steps and so on..

On the actual day itself, before the performance begins, i still keep on reminding melvin and gang not to dance wrongly.. cannot embarrass us and so on.. in the end.. hahahahahaha.. in front of so many pple, ranging from small kids to elderly, i became the oni victim dat danced wrongly. it was so obvious dat blind pple also can see lor.. some more the guest of honour was right under the stage. super embarrassing for me!!! in addition right, my frenz in NCHS also saw it lo.. wahz kao.. Eve saw it too.. sad~ super embarrassing. -_-

Lesson learnt, never be too cocky or "YaYa" even though you're near to perfection. Everything is possible, anyplace, anytime, anywhere. hahas.. So pple out there reading this entry, dun be like me.. you can be confident in whatever things you do.. but nvr go beyond ur limits. = )

2006-09-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

Well, well, well, results are out.. i failed one sub. Sianz~ gonna take supplementary paper.. later in the morning still need go school for supplementary remedial. Anyway, I'm back to blog "My Friends Part 2." Okie.. about this entry, i'm gonna write about a group of hao peng you lohs..

RecheL
Er.. I knw Rechel for abt.. aaa.. 5 years plus.. only got closer 2 years ago. Both of us got one thing in common, we are super tanned! Haha~ she's Hei dou er hao (Black Bean No. 2) and I'm No.1. Hmm.. to me, she's a veri straightforward gal. She's always so enthu to have a chalet with us.
Yup, she's also a veri "mieow" person!! that's what i discover recently.. same like melvin... wahahas~
Lemon, anyone??

Raymond
My sec school life de gay partner. hahas~ a veri humorous, helpful, cheerful & lame guy. =D Together with Raymond, both of us captained our "House" to sports day glory. We two nv fail to be in the same 4x100m team relay. Raymond is also a veri responsible guy. Strong determination. He's always full of ideas of making money. Hardworking huh???hahas~ We're in the same class since sec 3 till sec 5, though sound short, but we been through alot oso k.. hahas~ Jia you my friend.. everyone of us will be there for you if u need us.. = )

Sophia
Hmm.. a veri emontional gal. So believe in Love de.. this girl is reali devoted to relationship lo.. seen her in tears several time le.. But dat's in the past la.. most imptly is the present and future. = ) Sophia are like our "brother" lo.. Whenever u're sad, she always got her way to console u de.. at the end of the day, though e prob isn't solve, but, its always good to have someone there for you, listen to ur thoughts and complaints. = ) Dun worrie my "laopo", you prince charming will surely appear in front of you one day de.. muz continue to believe in love worz.. = )

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Hahas~ Here comes the end of "My Friends Part 2" please stay tune to the next topic "Most _____ Moments of all times" Any comments?? Or is there any topic you wanna to know?? Feel free to tag! bye everyone, take care!